2 days 1 night awesome class party ♥

yea, back from an awesome marvelous fun 3a5 + 3a6 class party :DD
is was actually a surprise party for yuyan and weijie too (:
unfortunately jiahwei cannot attend )':
or not jiu 3-in-1 surprise party liao ;D

okayy...
so, i was amazed when i reach jinghui's house.
it is so so big and oh-my-gosh
I love her house so so much ♥
and we're the last group who reach her house xP

and and, saw GUCCI. hen ke ai ♥ ♥ ♥

first game after dinner was "sing-a-long song" aka 百万大接歌 (:
but this game din go on well.
urhmm...
so, yeah
*skip* xD

next, "balloon idioms"
something went wrong at first.
and 4 of us are like sor po trying to figure out what are the words in the balloon under the light xD
but they said this is the best game.
satisfied (:

"ping-pong game" :DD
shiying's idea.
not bad lar.
new game for me (:

performance time ♥
Gege, joshua, yuyan, zhiyang and renyi's piano are so so awesome :D
love it so much (:

continue with "rubber band game"
the same old game.
passing rubber bands using straw.
but once drop,
then cut the short short straw into half xD

last game--"guessing words".
it's kinda similar to one of the game in 天才冲冲冲 (:
and the punishment for this game is so not punishment lor ._.
the committees have been too good and too nice xD

and the most important part
--our surprise party (:
ice-cream cake and banner ♥
woah~
enjoyed that part so so much.
yuyan, weijie,
got surprise dao mar? (:

after that should be sleeping time,
but everyone seems so energetic.
and boys are playing 'pian ju' for the whole night ._.
until 1.00 something then we finally go into our rooms.
but it took us hours before we can sleep.

for our room,
ghost stories, scaring ppl, chatting and someone too high-gei keep on laughing making us cant sleep. xD
thanks for jasmine who came in from the other room to scold us.
or not we don't need to sleep till the next morning dy (:
for the boys' room downstairs,
computer all night till morning.
siao xD

but we woke up the next morning early and were still so energetic xD
yeah, so basically for that whole morning was free.
cycling. choing k. play cards. basketball. piano and everything (:
have fun :DD

last, photo session.
and it marks the end of our awesome party (:

thanks for the party,
First time being a committee (:
First time had a surprise party (:
and and,
"re-learned" cycling (:
since it had been a long time since i last cycle xP
jinghui, jasmins, shiying, yuyan, wanxuan, wanting, xinyue, xiameen, mingyee, geralding, leeying.
lupheng, renyi, yeongjong, zhiyang, kaiyuan, yupeng, limwei, weijie, junjie, chunfai, tzejian, joeonn, joshua.
woots (:
I really enjoyed the 2 days with all of you.
THANKS :DD

p/s: for those who said that we wouldn't have fun for this party, we proved that YOU ARE WRONG (:

happy birthday (:

whee~ my first ever birthday blog post is for you,
YES YOU
-- HUANG YU EN ♥

the card is not enough for me to write, so I just continue here lar (:
qin ai de, you're a great sitting partner but I'm not :x
you're always so happy and cheerful,
make me happy when I'm sad or emo.
thanks (:
你的欢笑声感染了我 :DD

enjoying the moment we keep scolding each other chun xD
other people may thought that we're arguing,
but only we know that,
that's our type of communication method (:

and horr...
huangyuen ar, when doing for you that birthday card,
only I realized that i don't have any he zhao with you )':
next time outing must must must take liao arr :D
hope that you'll like that card larr (:

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
WO AI NI ♥

p/s: my computer shows 12.00 am 14/4/11 now (:
happy birthday again :DD

你的post,我也读过‘几千次’了啦(:
只是想跟你说，重来和重播是不一样的。
重播时一直播放一样的东西；
而重来呢，
是回到某个让你留下遗憾的时候，
重新来过。
希望你说的都是真的吧 :D

她说你不是笨的，
你会明白的。
希望如此。
还有，真的是谢谢你，
但想到都有点可笑。
我们之间竟然需要你来维持着我们的友谊，
这样，能坚持多久呢？

你知道吗？
其实我很羡慕你们。
总是能那么自若的聊天。
这么简单的事情，
竟然是我所无法奢求的 (:

若不是因为她，
我们应该还是最熟悉的陌生人吧...
真的，
谢谢(:

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words,
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone ♥

Prefect's camp (:

woah. prefects' camp was just so awesome with the awesome people :DD
3 days 2 nights in kuala linggi. live in oil palm plantation with lots of cows and their *erhmm*. abseiling. and everything. it was so so fun (:
although I'm back darker ( I mean, ALOT ), sunburn, with mosquitoes bites and injured )':
but, I've great memories, especially with the-chocolates
: zhiqi, lenian, ziheng, yokelynn, chiutheng, mayesther, songlynn and noel (:

thanks zhiqi for being such a great leader ♥
thanks ziheng for being the first one to stand out to 'sacrifice' himself everytime. you've helped us lots ♥
thanks may and lenian for writing the script for drama and guided us alot ♥
thanks every other members for being cooperative and being so so awesome ♥

and and, the form 5 committees for putting so much of effort planning this camp (:

I really had so much fun in this camp, although it's tiring, but it's FUN (:
and, major is prefects' idol for now :DD
his quotes are so meaningful.

major, we'll not forget what you say (:

"No man will walk alone."

"The weakest link in your team is the last person, always wait for the last person in your team, do not leave them alone."

"Do what you say and say what you do."

"To be a leader, you must first be a good listener and a follower."

zhiqi, you also taught us alot about teamwork too (:
“输赢不重要，名次也不重要。重要的是每个人都有参与到，发挥合作精神。”
you said that.
that's why we never give up at any station although how hard it was.
that's why we let every single one in our team finish all the obstacles although it's over time limit.
that's how we work as a team, cooperate and do our best.

For the drama-- "Aladdin and the 3 blind mice".
we have arguments at first,
but the drama came out better than we expect.
coz we changed it few times so we thought we cant present it well.
but it proves that if there's a will, there's a way (:
the costume{!}
lots of us used the 'fidelis' logo xD
thanks to hoong for his idea, so we don't need to crack ou head for the super hero (:
the teachers gave us a surprise on that night too.
woah (:
and, it's the second time I have fever on the day that we have drama.
same like last year.
seems like I have phobia towards drama xD

the dorm we're sleeping in is like gurun's temperature.
hot at day and cold at night.
the temperature difference is so so big.

and the only thing not good in this camp is the food )':
not that the food is not nice.
but, for a people who don't take spicy food,
it is a kind of torture for eating spicy food 3 days T.T

lastly,
thanks to the rain,
it has super good timing weih.
just after our photo session, it rains xD
so ngam (:
or not we have to take photo in the rain.
maybe it will be cool? (:

grats to team BLUE for getting the 1st (:
ur team cheer and drama was awesome :DD
Brown, although we're not in top 3,
but at least we've did our best.
and we worked as a team.
I'll never forget the 3 days I spent with you all (:

p/s: for those who didn't attend the camp. you missed so much fun (:

okayy. I KNOW MY BLOG IS DEAD FOR A LONG TIME :X
but I'm not the only one right?
noticed that lots of people didn't update their blogs recently (:

dunno what to write so just share a song with you guys :DD
--重来--黄小琥♥

你是否爱过
你爱他多过他爱你的人 你还记得吗

你是否爱过
他有种真命天子般的人 你还记得吗

相爱以后终于分手
分手以后又想重来

如果能重来 诚实的去对待
彼此都没疑猜 就没有理由分开

如果能重来 回忆当作尘埃
心不曾被伤害 就能无瑕疵地爱

但是重来却不能保证爱的成功或失败
要重来多少次后才会明白

你是否爱过
让你日夜忘不了的人 你还记得吗

我们曾爱过
不同种类不同面孔的人你记得哪个他

相爱以后终于分手
分手以后又想重来

I'm so in love with this song now♥ ♥ ♥
and ding dang de 一半 (:

okay, as all of you know, exam is coming T___T
but I haven even start to touch the BOOKS...
so, good luck to me and all of you.

JIAYOUS IN EXAM :DD

如果我说我会害怕，
你会开口留我吗 ？

我会把一生的幸福给你，
只要你开心 (:

有时候...

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。
有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。
有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。
有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。
有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。
有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。
有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。

其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。。。
跟朋友装沉默， 跟陌生人讲心里话。
对于在乎你的，不想让他们担心。
有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。
其实 ，很想说“我很好”。
或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。。。
丢了的自己，要记得捡回来…

thanks ting for sharing so meaningful thing with me.
it's true,
sometimes, we just feel it that way.
sometimes, we just cant control ourselves from stop thinking something.
sometimes, we just need someone to be beside us.
sometimes, we just wanna be alone (:

Dunno why but just simply feel like updating about --

JESS LEE JIA WEI ♥

She is just so awesome and sang well for every performance she made.
and, I fall in love of her voice. beautiful voice ♥

because of xing guang, I have 2 new idols :D
NI AN DONG and JESS LEE ♥ ♥
anthony's singing is so touching and sincere (:
jiawei's singing is awesome (:

李佳薇，你是马来西亚的骄傲。
获得星光7总冠军，你实至名归 :DD

Love you forever ♥