I'm updating this blog because of STUPID NGTZEDONN :D *shuang liao mar?*
ok... basically, after this holiday, we're going to have exam soon, but I have NO MOOD to study.
So, books thrown away xD
The whole holiday is occupied by wushu n sining practice~
And, last sunday(12/9)-- prefects' annual dinner :DD
prepared a lot for that, juz for that 3 songs-- 痴心绝对, Eenie Meenie, 童年♥
big thankyou to wanxuan, yeyun, xirong, zijun, chanlong, limwei, chiayee, yuyan n jiayun :D *muaks* love u all forever.
I won't forget the time we practice (or so call playing? xD)
Anyway, just love the time we hang out 2gether. sings at bus stop. been chased out by guard xD. LRT. went to wanxuan's hse. sings at TTC. and many many other things that we've done together.
Finally~ We did a great job during AD =) and of coz, all other group perform very well too.
Remember, 1 slot reserved for wongyuyan to 'dou qin' next year.
our qing gong yan!! destination fixed: wanxuan's hse xD date??? looking forward to 'destroy' her hse xDD
hmm... nothing to write bout liao.
things happened around me all sad case, dun wanna say (:
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Specially for my beloved junior, donn♥
ngtzedonn, although u're yonger than me, but sometimes, u seems to be more mature than me (sometimes ONLY).
and, thanks for ur da dao li :D like grandpa like that de....
Donn, don't keep everything inside u, will die very early de xP
Remember what I told u?
No matter what, I'll stand by u, and be ur best listener forever :D
Don't think of stupid things and don't ask stupid questions that will make me feel scared. (really)
And also, don't zat urself zat dao yi wen bu zhi like that.
U're not, u're the best :D

I'll try my best to prove to him, yea, I will.
I'll also try my best to love myself, yea, if I can.
I'll try my best to make everyone around me happy, yea, I definately will.
I'll try my best to not let my dear junior think of stupid stuff xP

Lastly, I-miss-u-so-much-HUANGZITAO :D
kai xin liao mar? be happy ar ._.

I really dunno what happened between us.
What that made us become like this?
Can you please just tell me?
If is my wrong, tell me, and I will correct it.
Please don't hurt me so much, your ignorance is a hurt towards me.
When I received any sms from you, I knew, it will be very hurtful.
But still, I read every single word that you wrote in that sms.
Tears start dropping. But I just can't bother about it.
I did a lot, just to make you forgive me, just to make us be like last time.
But, nothing works.
You're still that mean and I'm still that stupid...
You know, you know that how important you are in my life.
You know it.
But why do you keep on hurting me in all ways?
Just tell me, why?
I know you won't, but I'm still waiting.
Waiting for your answer.
Waiting for our friendship to keep on going.
Waiting for your forgiveness.
Waiting for everything I had to wait.
ily