I'm updating this blog because of STUPID NGTZEDONN :D *shuang liao mar?*
ok... basically, after this holiday, we're going to have exam soon, but I have NO MOOD to study.
So, books thrown away xD
The whole holiday is occupied by wushu n sining practice~
And, last sunday(12/9)-- prefects' annual dinner :DD
prepared a lot for that, juz for that 3 songs-- 痴心绝对, Eenie Meenie, 童年♥
big thankyou to wanxuan, yeyun, xirong, zijun, chanlong, limwei, chiayee, yuyan n jiayun :D *muaks* love u all forever.
I won't forget the time we practice (or so call playing? xD)
Anyway, just love the time we hang out 2gether. sings at bus stop. been chased out by guard xD. LRT. went to wanxuan's hse. sings at TTC. and many many other things that we've done together.
Finally~ We did a great job during AD =) and of coz, all other group perform very well too.
Remember, 1 slot reserved for wongyuyan to 'dou qin' next year.
our qing gong yan!! destination fixed: wanxuan's hse xD date??? looking forward to 'destroy' her hse xDD
hmm... nothing to write bout liao.
things happened around me all sad case, dun wanna say (:
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Specially for my beloved junior, donn♥
ngtzedonn, although u're yonger than me, but sometimes, u seems to be more mature than me (sometimes ONLY).
and, thanks for ur da dao li :D like grandpa like that de....
Donn, don't keep everything inside u, will die very early de xP
Remember what I told u?
No matter what, I'll stand by u, and be ur best listener forever :D
Don't think of stupid things and don't ask stupid questions that will make me feel scared. (really)
And also, don't zat urself zat dao yi wen bu zhi like that.
U're not, u're the best :D

I'll try my best to prove to him, yea, I will.
I'll also try my best to love myself, yea, if I can.
I'll try my best to make everyone around me happy, yea, I definately will.
I'll try my best to not let my dear junior think of stupid stuff xP

Lastly, I-miss-u-so-much-HUANGZITAO :D
kai xin liao mar? be happy ar ._.

I really dunno what happened between us.
What that made us become like this?
Can you please just tell me?
If is my wrong, tell me, and I will correct it.
Please don't hurt me so much, your ignorance is a hurt towards me.
When I received any sms from you, I knew, it will be very hurtful.
But still, I read every single word that you wrote in that sms.
Tears start dropping. But I just can't bother about it.
I did a lot, just to make you forgive me, just to make us be like last time.
But, nothing works.
You're still that mean and I'm still that stupid...
You know, you know that how important you are in my life.
You know it.
But why do you keep on hurting me in all ways?
Just tell me, why?
I know you won't, but I'm still waiting.
Waiting for your answer.
Waiting for our friendship to keep on going.
Waiting for your forgiveness.
Waiting for everything I had to wait.
ily

I miss Tze Donn n Wan Ying♥
Have fun dutying with them, especially ng tze donn=)
At 1st, we have nothing much to talk. (Mostly because he is too pro n knows everything about duty, so we have not much things to talk about.)
But after wanying comes in and under me, donn suddenly become very talkative liao xD
Maybe because he got a partner gua. And then hor, his hobby is to tease me -.-''
Donn ar, remember: be respectful (told u dunno how many times liao lor) and then dun be too perasan xD
Wanying, u did a great job during this 3 days. Keep it up!
Both of u make me know that duty can be so fun :D

Addicted to 2 songs:
♥不过问--郭采洁
你疯了
就疯了
我没有资格过问
为什么
还留着
床头那盏灯
我疯了
就疯了
没有资格不诚恳
你身边的那个人
笑我笨
笑我闷
笑我蠢
不过问

♥来不及--罗忆诗
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着
心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以负荷
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择
是不是来不及了

是你
让我体会到
在泪水中度过的夜晚
有多难受

为什么
明明是两个好朋友
为什么在一夜之中
狠狠地对我
是我做错了什么吗
还是
我不配
告诉我
好吗
我只想告诉你
无论你怎么对我
你
永远都是我的
好朋友
永远都是

Juz came back from jia yun's hse=)
ok... it's actually a sivik+nie projec, but, the sivik cancel dy, koe yueh cannot go n the stupid joshua ffk. so, it end up juz me, jia yun n jas.
Jy's driver fetch us to her hse. We r talking about how big n how nice is her hse, n then she said:" my hse is not big lor." Ok, fine, we'll see then.
When we reach her hse, omg! I told jas:" If this is call small, then our hse are tiny."
(Start to 'visit' her hse) a swimming pool n a fountain outside; a big black piano when we went in. and then her purple room. a gym room+ study room at 3rd floor. after that we came down with loads of things n her pink laptop=)
While we are waiting for domino pizzas, we start our 'research' 1st.
After that, 3 of us almost finish 2 regular pizzas and 2 boxes of chicken xD and fruits for desserts=)
Then, talk, laugh, listening to songs(justin bieber of coz, jas fav), talking(or u can say shouthing) with josh, eating and................
About 4:30, jy's driver feth us back 2 skul, n that's all=)
But i have to take all the things back n continue doing next monday at skul. Who is free go there teman me lar=)

Sorry for the dead blog for so long >.<

Hmmm... I started to find out 2A5 is a GREAT class!!! (anyone agree? XD) Every time, when i'm sad or depressed, whenever i stepped into 2A5, the feelings gone. I wont, or I cant even be emo in this class, at least when i'm in 2A5, i wont. This is bcoz our class have someone like Sin Tze Kiat, Patrick Teng and Chin Tuck Chien to make us laugh always. It is very fun to have them with us, thanks.

And... '2A5 is UNITY!!' this is what we discovered after the sivik presentation thingy, all of us feel proud to be in this class. We do things together adn make the class be the best of the best=)

As example, the newspaper collection, all of us reali put a lot of effort to reach our target-- 2010. Although we r not the 1st, but at least, we tried. So, Jasmine, cheer up=) We are so worry about u yesterday, stand up and be the always-happy-and-energetic-KT that we know.

But... although i am reali happy in 2A5, i still cant totally put down 1A4. Maybe, maybe i still need time to overcome this.I know is not easy, but i will try.

It's a hard time without wanxuan in class, i cant tell her things whenever i want, the time we meet up is not enough for us.

It's a hard time without kaeshen in class, he is the 1 who will always be my side no matter what. i miss him so much.

It's a hard time without zijian in class, is till remember that time, when he sits with me, although he keep bullying me, but his laughter makes me feel happy always.

It's a hard time without jinghui in class, but i will always walk with her after assembly=)

It's a hard time without all the 1A4-ians in class, sometimes, i reali feel like 2A5 is not enough for me, i want back all the 1A4-ians. I know, i am too greedy.

Thanks to all 1A4 and 2A5- ians, u made my study life be colourful and meaningful.

“今天那么早啊？”
“会吗？那我以后...“我停顿了。
我忘了，已没有以后，
以后，这段路，只有我一个人在走。
谢谢你，曾经陪我走过这段路。

Exam OVER!!!

WOOHOO!!! Exam is over, happy^^
Ok, this is what i do during the long long exam week...

Last Fri: BC, ok ok lar. BI, erhm... dunno what am i writing about. after exam, all of them are like, oh no, that english paper is so easy! and i juz, haiz... die d lor...

Mon: BM(penulisan), ringkasan, ok lar. bahan rangsaan, write till 3rd paragraph liao, suddenly stop and count the words. omg, 130 smth pp liao, bfore exam the teacher told me, carin and some others that CANNOT over 125 pp, if not deduct marks. then i take another paper lor, rewrite and cut words. but in the end still more than 125 pp, suan liao... no time write again liao. the karangan umum more cham ar T.T
spot surat tidak rasmi, c the MELAKA word, and think that: hmm, quite easy.
after i wrote the 'menemui shabatku...' *1 min* *5 min* *10 min* arghh!!! dunno what 2 write. n now, oni know that it is easy 2 write in chinese, and NOT in BM. fine, simply 'ngap' smth in and talk nonsense, this time karangan sure fail liao de lar.

Tue: Science, harder than what i thought, wait die. PM, juz like usual, that hard.

Wed: KH,, so many careless mistakes ar!!! wan go bang wall liao!
English, the words ho, all like from other planet de, oni few i understand oni, again, wait die.

Thurs: Math, ok ok.
BM(pemahaman), c the 1st question, 2nd, 3rd, n the whole of 1st page, feel like screaming, oni 1 i know how to do. it is way more harder than the eng paper leh.

Fri: ok, the time bfore recess is for us 2 revise, but, my class is juz like, a group here, a group there. and suddenly, pn wong appeared, of coz, get scolding...
bt after she walked away, back to normal again.
after recess de 1 hour like that, start exam!!! i was so nervous. ok, this is my result: obj, all tembak; subj, all simply write.
1-2 min bfore we pass up the paper, we can hear loads of screaming from everywhere.
juz a few second bfore we pass up, pn cheam came, and luckily none of us was screaming.
after we pass up, it is surprising that not even one scream, althought loads of them say thay will sure scream after the exam.
class duty, chat with pn sarimah at 2A6 for a while, she said that she finish marking our class de geo, the highest is 57 and lowest is 45 gua. and, next next mon, we will get our result, scared scared leh...
and she say that 2A3 got 1 ppl get 60/60!!! that person sure very geng de...

ok, that's all that i can say, thanks that u still can be so patient n listen to me talking nonsense XD anyway, hoping 2 get my results soon but dun wanna c my bad bad marks T.T

oh ya! Happy Birthday to Brenda and Guan Yu, Hope u all have a great b'day^^
ans oso, happy early birthday to Chiew Theng! Enjoy ya day >.<

丁当

我爱他♥
他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

你答应过我不会跟他一样，
恭喜你，你做到了，
因为你给我的是比他给的
多100倍的伤害，
多100倍的痛苦，
多100倍的心疼，
多100倍的失望，
多100倍的憎恨你，
多100倍的憎恨自己...