Sorry that I needed you.

武术。营

2011-12-22T16:29:00.014+08:00

OUR GROUP PHOTO (Y)

过了非常充实的3天2夜武术营 !
首先非常感谢教练和一班comittees费尽心思筹划这个camp。
真的，非常好玩。
是我玩的最疯狂的camp ;p

"这是我参加过的camp里面，人最少，不过最爽的一次。"
我在分享会是这样说过。
i mean it (:

这次所玩的游戏都很创新。
他们说过，
不想让我们玩曾经玩过的游戏 (;
简单但有意思。

在这个营里面，有很多新体验。

第一次试过在camp的时候，玩游戏玩到下大雨都不停止。
反而玩得更尽兴。

第一次练武术练到凌晨1点多。
但是却越练越有成就感 (:

第一次好不容易在1点多睡着了。
3点多又被人吵醒。
在超级迷糊的情况之下，
被人泼了整桶冷水，
全身发抖地玩水。
真的是water surprise x)

在这个武术营里，
与不同年龄阶层、不同背景，甚至于不同州的人相处了3天。
我觉得我自己，
成长了。 (:

学会了如何带那些小孩子。
学会怎样‘应付’他们。
学会勇敢一些。
还学会了一些很重要的东西 (:
放手。

接下来这段，是要献给家荣的 (:
首先真的非常感谢你肯花时间帮我编套路。
而且我又那么蠢，
花了那么多时间都记不到。
我看到你教我时候的表情，
真的觉得很对不起你。
我只是差点没把你给气死罢了吧？
我真的很没用吧！
因为我很多动作都做不到，
害到你真的是绞尽脑汁的帮我想。
我真的没想过，
会让你那样想。
对不起。
我会尽我所能做到最好。
即使可能里尼的标准还差很远。
但是，我会尽力的。
还是那句我跟你说了很多次的话。
“谢谢你的教导。也对不起你。” *鞠躬*

营员们与 Shawn Lee 的合照（不是很清楚 :p）

我的组员 (: ♥

其实真的要谢谢这个武术营，
因为它让我在那成绩的前3天能不去想到它。

到了星期四那天，
真的很紧张。
不过也很开心，
最终的成绩 (:

很期待着class list.
不知道明年又会跟谁同班？ :D

2011-12-16T23:06:00.007+08:00

HELLO ! I'M BACK :DD

went to singapore last saturday (:
it was a fun and relaxing trip ;D
love that feeling.
that you need not to worry about anything and just ENJOY :D

this is the first time I went shopping in singapore x)
yeah so I bought 2 shirts (:
saw many nice shirts and wallet !
but wo bu she de mai :p

the best moment I had there is cycling (:
it is a long time since I last cycle.
I mean really cycle for a long journey.
not play play der ;p
我想，我又重新爱上骑脚踏车了 ♥

曾经，骑脚踏车是我最大的乐趣。
小时候，时常会跟爸爸到附近的公园骑。
不记得路线了，
只记得那时，
我很快乐 (:
不过，那是小时候。
那时的快乐就那么简单。
不像现在...

曾经有好一段时间没再骑了。
直到在新加坡那次。
终于重新找回那种我曾经爱上的感觉。
沿着海边，吹着海风。
那种感觉，
很放松、很快乐 :D
这种感觉，
很久都不曾感受。
那一瞬间，
我想起了很多事情。
都好像瞬间释放了。
我真的很久都没那么开心过。
我做了，正确的决定 (:

不过，
唯一扫兴的是妈妈的脚扭到了。
骨折 T-T
希望她能快点好起来 (:

but now,
I'm back to malaysia again.
that means,
wo xu yao hui dao xian shi shi jie le (:

oh and,
I finished watching 法证先锋3 and nasi lemak 2.0 there :D
(okay I know i'm super outdated, but at least I watched dy mar ;p)
and I have to say that 法证先锋3 is really super duper nice <3 <3 <3
waiting for 法证先锋4 xD

okay change subject.

saw that guy up there ?

YES.

he is my idol
-- JASON CHEN ♥♥♥

I love almost every song he sang.
Covers and also his very own official music.
burns. just for a moment. best friend.
skyscrapper. stereo hearts. grenade. it will rain.
依然爱你. 她说. 背叛.
and many many more.
love his style and love his everything :D

his song made me laugh.
made me feel sad.
and also made me feel like crying sometimes.

HE IS JUST SIMPLY AWESOME :DD

anyone kind enough to get me one of these T-shirts?
pretty pretty please (:
I will love you ttm ! x)
but i know it's impossible :x

- 我现在才明白，
如果你真的很想念一个人，
即使他发的短讯只有一个句号，
你也会很开心。

- 如果说你要走，
我不会留。
因为如果这段感情永恒，
我相信你会回来的。

- Cause there'll be no sunlight,
if I lose you baby.
There'll be no clear sky,
if I lose you baby.

- 好朋友只是朋友，
还是朋友，
不能够占有。
何况你只是朋友，
我不曾指望你会理解。

--我只需要一个S,
Sincere.

with them.

2011-11-23T00:16:00.025+08:00

16th- 17th nov.
2 days 1 night gathering at jong's house (: ♥
-- yuyan, jong, wanting, wanxuan, yeyun, siekei, siokjoan, jiayun (for awhile), joshua, limwei, chanlong, xirong

first and foremost,
hundreds thousands and millions thanks to jong's mum.
she's really nice and warm and treat us really good when we were there.
thanks aunty (:
and and, your cooking skill (Y)

1st day.
me, wanxuan, yun, siekei, joan and jong was the first batch to reach his house.
play tiao wu ji for some time.
dance dao hen shuang :DD
and then play piano blah blah blah.
joan and huangyu really pro liao de lar.
bu yong jiang der.
pei fu pei fu (:

after our pasta lunch,
we went nearby jong's house de clubhouse to play badminton.
and then that counter(or whatever it is xD) that person really tai du hen bu hao lorr ._.
jong, go complain her xD
lalala~
skip that not good de part :p
we played dao very very fun and it was a long time since I last touch that badminton racquet xD
and then we had a bath in that hen shu fu de toilet :p

go back jong's house jiu have our tea time.
but those wanna swim de people jiu hen cham ):
they were stuck in the rain and cant come back.
so we play carrom while waiting for them to come back (:

steamboat for dinner (Y)
nice nice ;D

and night game.
water balloons (Y)
they have fun throwing the water balloons at the committees (huangyu and jong) after our game.
but I so guai din throw so be the photographer :p

when we're walking back,
suddenly got ling gan wanna take photos.
and this is the photo that I like most :D

I would never forget that night.
at 12 am.
10 of us sitting at jong's living room watch horror movie
-- Drag Me To Hell.
with snacks x)
I know it's not that scary and I didn't actually watch the whole movie.
but, it's still scary kay :p
I can still remember that old lady de face.
arghhh ><
*dun think dun think ;p *

and then, we went to 'sleep'.
actually is lying on bed keng sam si xD
the 5-people-in-a-room-group hao xiang chat dao very happy jiang.
still 5 people squeeze to sleep in that not so big room :p

2nd day.
actually not much lar.
went back at 1030 am because of wushu :x
wished to stay longer :p

ting, no matter what,
stay strong kay? (:
remember, I'll always be there when you need me.
ily (:

Siok {!}
influenced by huangyu liao :p
why are you going to US?
hen yuan leh ):
nevermind, next year before you leave,
don't forget to ajak us go your house ar :p
don't sendiri curi-curi jiu go liao xD
i will miss you (:

wanxuan yun {!}
hou ji mui forever kay? (: ♥
nothing's gonna change my love for you (:

our group photo (Y)
we are awesome just the way we are :DD

bye jong's house. I'll miss you x)
and maybe visit you some other day.

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22nd nov.

class outing with my dear 3a5-ians to sunway (: ♥

-- yuyan, yuanqi, jiahwei, tuckchien, mingser, dahui, joshua, junjie, joeonn and weijie.

after I reach, only I realized that I'm the only girl who reach early :p
nahh... nevermind, you ta men pei wo mar hor? (:
then 11 smth jiang huangyu, jiahwei, qi and joeonn also reached liao (Y)
then we go cinema.
haha so I skip the how-we-go-in-part lar har xD
zong zhi jiu kelian junjie and yuyan cant go in lar ):
nevermind, at least you 2 watched Happy feet 2 mar hor? :p

I really cant deny that,
那些年，我们一起追的女孩 awesome dao baoo ♥ ♥ ♥

“我就是幼稚才会追你那么用功读书的女孩。

我就是幼稚才会追你追那么久。”

“你想知道答案吗？我现在就可以告诉你。”
“拜托你，不要告诉我。请让我继续喜欢你。”

“你相信平行时空吗？
也许在另一个平行时空，我们是在一起的。”

oh yeah and,
陈妍希 very very pretayy (:

You're the apple of my eye (:

we went chiong k at 2 pm and have our 'lunch' there xD
it seems that the guys have lots of fun after we left :p
I'll never forget how much fun we had in there.
sing na xie nian together and of course,
huangyu, 1st time biao jian ao with you xD
I know wo bi bu shang ni :p
luan luan han er yi x)

although not many people went,
but we still have fun right?
gonna have another outing with you awesome guys :D
love you all ttm (: ♥

那些年 de scene (:

Group photo (Y)

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25.11.11.
6p gathering at zhengtheng's another 'house' (: ♥
-- wanxuan, yeyun, xinyue, tangling, sheney, lishen, jiawen, joleng, crystal, michelle, jiaying, yenting, weining, qingru, wenteng, yangle, cheepoh, hoongyoong, zhengtheng, quanwey, chiachun, changrong and chunkhang.

reached zhengtheng's house quite early.
yeyun, tangling, xinyue, lishen were already there.
we took out all those food and start preparing for our bbq dinner (Y)
after that,
few of them started to set up the fire.
and erhm,
long process but fun enough :p

we have a unforgettable dinner
chit chatting together,
bbq for each other,
and of course,
the most important is,
we have the chance to meet again.
at our annual gathering.
friends, I'm glad to see all of you that night (:

after our dinner.
we played 国王的游戏.
wo gen zhengtheng hen you yuan xD
although it was just a short game.
but I know we enjoyed it. (:

time flies.
seriously,
all of us din realize that it was already 11pm until few of them start leaving.
a night is just not enough for us,
and words just cant describe how much we miss each other.
the next time we meet up will be next year.

this is my awesome ttm class.
"A day a 6P-ian, always a 6P-ian." (: ♥
until the very last day of our life,
we will never forget each other.

next year,
promise me we will all be there kay?
48 of us :D
it's cool to talk about those memories,
that only we who have go through it,
will know.
(:

谢谢你让我回到最初的原点。
请陪我一起寻回
当初遗失了的美好，
可以吗？ (:

2011-10-24T19:12:00.005+08:00

Nowadays have many things to do,
wushu camp, YE, planning class trip and lots of stuff to decide.
pimples is the worse thing I have when I'm stress,
shoo shoo, go away please (:

wushu camp is going to take up almost whole of my hols :x
but anyway, I have fun being one of the game master.
this is the very first time.
hope they will like the game we planned ;p
we''ve put in lots of effort de ar (:

and class trip, the most headache thing ._.
I slept at 3am for few nights just because of this thing.
I just simply cant sleep, whenever I close my eyes, all I think about is class trip.
aiks ><
wo dong shi wo zi ji zhao lai de :x
I really really hope that this will be a success,
but lots of things keep stopping me from thinking something bad.
I know I shouldn't :x
no matter what, I will try my very best to make it a success.
I will (: ♥

hmm YE...
same group with huangyu, wanxuan and yeyun (:
we have to present something during the interview, which is next tues (1/11)
but we haven do anything yet :/
okay larr, I know I have to manage my time well.
will try to find some time during my fully packed hols to do YE thing.
dont worry ;)

yeah and I have really lots of things to decide this year end.
nevermind, I will not thing about it so soon.
I don't want my head to burst (:
and you will not see me anymore.
is it better? (: yes, it will be.

wo you bu xiang de yu gan.
wo men ke neng you yao da hui yuan xing le.
qu nian jing li guo de shi,
wo bu xiang zai chong yan yi ci.
wei shen me mei ci dao le nian wei,
yi ding you hen duo kai xin yu bu kai xin de shi fa sheng?
wo ke yi zi xi de, zhi yong you kuai le ma?
wo ke yi zi xi de, yao qiu ni bu yao li kai wo ma?
yong yuan shi zui shang xin de zi yan,
wo hui ji zhu de.
ni ne?
(dont worry if you cant uds, I'm just typing out for fun. I'm fine (: )

我懂我很傻，你做什么我都会相信的，
你知道吗?
wo hai shi dang chu ni ren shi de na ge wo, hen sha;
zhi shi ni bian le (:

you're the apple of my eye ♥

lil bits here and there (:

2011-10-11T20:26:00.021+08:00

BYE BYE PMR !

GO FAR FAR AWAY AND I WON'T MISS YOU (:

okayy, so dear form 3's, PMR is over and it's time for us to enjoy ourselves ;D
*at least before we have to face our results :pp*

don't feel weird when you see this post,
as what the title says,
I'll just randomly write out what I feel (:

考数学的时候，
我想了很多很多。
想到了以前的事，想到G3，想到我们曾有的表演，想到你曾许下的承诺，
想着去年的这段时间，我有多快乐。
但毕竟，那些已成了回忆，我只能回味的过去。
所以说啊，我不能静下来，
没事做的时候，我可是会乱乱想东西的 :pp
其实我知道为什么那天，我会一直想起以前的事，因为1010，对我来说，很重要 (:

在某个地方看过这段话：

“金牛座的脾气很大但只是对朋友因为那是对朋友的在乎

他们喜欢隐藏自己那是怕被人看穿只有身边的少数人被允许看透

他们很重友情为朋友两肋插刀

对朋友的占有欲也是非常的强

但是在爱情上却很死脑筋

一旦全心全意爱上结果是难忘而不是忘不了。”

蛮准的，对我来说。
是的，对于友情，我的确太执着了。
天真的认为，你对别人好，别人也会一样对你好。
可是，世界上的事情总不是如你想象中般美好。

是金牛座的个性，
还是只是自己太倔强?
我不懂。
总是有很多事情放不下。
尤其是对于友情这回事。
对于每段感情，我都是非常珍视。
可能就是因为这样，我才会伤得更重吧？
或许你会笑我傻。
但对不起，你说什么我都可以做到，
唯独对于友情这件事，我是怎样都会执着不放手的。
对不起，那就是我的性格 :/

你知道，拥有一个知心朋友是多么难得一件事吗？
你不会明白的。
因为，你永远有着一班朋友在你身边。
但若你找到了知己，
请珍惜他，
因为朋友是你一生中最宝贵的财物。
Friend is the best gift ever in your life (:

in love with few songs nowadays,
陪着我的时侯想她，还是要幸福，skyscraper
(Y)
listening to songs is the only thing I can do when I'm alone (:
nowadays, I learnt how to be stronger ;D
yeahh, somehow, I did (:
一个人，其实也能过得很好。
不是吗？

ohyeahh and, I wanna watch 那些年我们一起追的女孩 (: ♥

期待这部戏上映期待了很久很久。
那些年 (:
who wanna watch with me? :pp

and,
I'm learning stereo hearts,
on piano.
wish me goodluck ;D ♥

hope you remember what you said,
but most probably,
you wont (:

(:

2011-08-29T14:19:00.008+08:00

Finally back to Blogger liao. YEAH (Y)
So, TRIALS IS OVER :D :D :D
It's holiday now.
Let us just forget the fact that we have to face our results after school reopen
and
just ENJOY (:

Happy very belated birthday to my dear friends :

1. Joshua Fidelis (23/8)
You must be glad that your birthday was on tuesday, which is 2 maths papers. It's not a hard job for you right? :P Okayy, basically I have told you what I wanna say. So, just BE HAPPY for the rest of your life (:

2. Yuan Qi (24/8)
Dear, happy belated birthday (: Got cry mar when you received my message? xD I know I'm the first one who wish you. Whee~ (: Zhi dao ni hen kelian lar qi, birthday on that 2 stupid subjects and go home still need study sej. Poor girl ): But bu yong jin lar, everything had over. Now, SMILE ;D woaini ♥

3. Wan Ting (26/8)
LAJITONG {!} Yeah, you're the most xing fu person among them, have your awesome birthday a day after trials (: and have the whole room of prefects and teachers to sing you birthday song. Sweet dao si liao lar ting (: wo yao ye mei you leh :p yao zhen xi ar ;D Wish you always be happy and cheerful, bu yao sad sad emo emo jiang (: bu kai xin ji de lai zhao wo zhe ge la ji tong ar :) ♥

And and,
never forget an awesome event
-- ANNUAL DINNER '11 :D :D :D

Although it's just the second year of mine,
but I really wanna say that it's a wonderful night (:
Great job form 4's !

huangyu, joshua, wanxuan and yun,
I know we were not so satisfied about our performance,
but nevermind, we did our best didn't we?
4 of you are the awesome-est singing buddies I ever have ;D
听你说, I believe in you (: ♥

form 3's (:
I bet we really get closer to each other that night right?
We were like so friend with each other no matter who we are,
although we seldom talk in school,
but for that night,
we were best friends,
and we will be best friends FOREVER (:
hear that?
I mean it ;D

The only not-so-good-thing is
-- my camera run out of battery :x
ben lai wanna take pictures with seniors and juniors der,
but no battery liao ):
nevermind !
next year,
I must make sure that I take photo with lots of people ;D

PREFECTORIAL BOARD ROCKS FOREVER (:

with loves ♥

想念 (:

2011-08-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

曾几何时，我们是无所不谈的好朋友；
曾几何时，我们见面时都会热情地打招呼；
曾几何时，我们只剩下微笑；
曾几何时，我们似乎有意无意地避开对方；
曾几何时，我们就这样擦身而过；
曾几何时，我们又成了最熟悉的陌生人。
曾几何时。。。

在认识你的那一刻，
我从没想过，
我们会像现在一样。
曾经想过，
如果像我们初次见面的时候，
只是擦身而过。
是不是会好一点呢？
至少，我不需要痛苦 (:

现在的你，过得还好吗？
希望你能快点找到一个你信赖的人，
不要再把事情都藏在心底。
就答应我那么一次，
好吗？

开始学习一个人的生活，
习惯寂寞，
其实也没什么好怕的。
就当作是对自己的考验，
迟早都要面对的。

谁会理解，
在人群中的笑脸，
背后藏着多少伤痛呢？

nahh...
weijie and yuanqi, updated liao ar.
but emo post lai de lar, I also dun like der ><
but bei ni men influence dao feel like updating jiu sui bian write lor (:

2011-08-03T00:00:00.006+08:00

Due to some reasons and SOME people,
I decided not to private my blog liao.
but, erhmm, I will not be updating my blog so often.
if you don't mind dead blog xP
so yeah,

BUH-BYE PEOPLE ;D
don't miss me :p I mean, my blog xD

goodluck in studying for trials (:

happy birthday ;D

2011-06-20T22:14:00.007+08:00

michellelimwanxuan. happybirthday. iloveyou ♥

saw the leng leng person up there, yeah, it's her birthday today.
say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER (:

yeah, so it's your big big day today ;D
happy?
no matter you're happy or sad, you must still SMILE kay?
birthday girl cannot emo der, heard that? (:
so, show me your big big smile :D

hai you arr,
ni horr...
bu yao you shen me shi dou fang zai xin li,
zhe yang hen rong yi you you yu zheng ar, depression ar shen me de ni dong ma?
you shen me shi bu yong zhao yi sheng, zhao wo jiu ke yi liao lar ;D
ji de, you shi yi ding yi ding yao gen wo jiang,
zhi dao ma?
bu yao sha sha der yi ge ren cheng shou.
bu ran wo zhe ge jie mei yao lai zuo mo xD
( xi wang ni kan de ming bai lar ;D)

okay, jiu jiang lar,
zong zhi,

stay awesome ;D
stay pretayy ;D
stay smart ;D
stay perfect ;D

bu yao wang le,
ni shi wo zhe yi sheng dang zhong
zui zhong yao de jue ding.
woaini. ♥

Danboard (:

2011-05-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

current addiction-- DANBOARD ♥

take a deep breath, stop, and look into my heart (:

"What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?"
"A words, just a word, till you mean what you say."
--they are related, it shows how important words are.
But you never care, don't you?
给不了，就不要轻易许下诺言 (:

“我们之间，距离多么遥远。后来才发现我和你，一条线，就能分两个世界。”
--我和你之间，何止隔着一条线呢？
我不断向前走，而你却拼命往后跑，这样，距离会拉到多远呢？

“从你的眼角，慢慢明了，我能做的很少。原来你藏着伤，但不想跟我聊。”
--别告诉我你很好，因为没有认识永远都那么开朗的。
你就不能把你内心那的一番话告诉我吗？

“你用淡淡的微笑结束了拉扯，沉默在我们之间狠狠地分隔。”
--微笑，是我们的沟通方法。
不过，就仅此而已 :x

“如果忽远忽近的洒脱，是你要的自由，那我宁愿回到一个人生活。”
-- 我知道你能很潇洒地离开，但是原谅我不能。
请你别对我忽冷忽热，我承受不了。

“我们都回不去最初，曾美丽，但还是不满足。”

--以前的事情，你还记得吗？

虽然我知道你已忘了，但你就不能说下善意的谎言吗？

“如果能重来，诚实地去对待，彼此都没疑猜，就没有理由分开。”
--如果，当时我们对彼此存有多一份的信任，结局会是如何呢？

“如果你愿意一层一层地剥开我的心，你会鼻酸，你会流泪。只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意。”
--因为，那里有你所遗忘的回忆
以及，我想寻回的美好 (:

"Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister. On the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know."
--Whenever I see guitar, or when I'm listening to this song, I'll think about you.
I know I shouldn't :x

“有些事你不必问，有些人你不必等。”
--这样的等待是没有结果的。
我知道。
可是，我做得到吗？

“傻瓜我们都一样，受了伤却不投降。相信付出会有代价，代价只是一句，傻瓜。"
--相信这个他不一样，却又再一次受伤 :x
是，我很傻。
习惯了受伤，但始终还是不想再受到伤害。

“冰的固执，水才会懂。”
--找到了适合的水，在顽固的冰也会融化。
问题是，找得到吗？

“她曾说的无所谓，我怕一天一天被摧毁。”
--无所谓，这个词，能维持多久呢？
每个无所谓背后，都隐藏着你所不知道的伤痛。

“我有权利唱最惨的情歌，因为你没有我一半的伤痕遍体。”
--一半？
我看，你根本都不能感受到那滋味 (:

"I close my eyes and pray."
--I pray for a better day, better tomorrow.
I pray that everything will be okay :D

“你是我最重要的决定，我愿意打破对未知的恐惧。”
--朋友，你们是我这一生人最重要的决定，永远都是 ♥

It ends, with love ♥

2 days 1 night awesome class party ♥

2011-04-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

yea, back from an awesome marvelous fun 3a5 + 3a6 class party :DD
is was actually a surprise party for yuyan and weijie too (:
unfortunately jiahwei cannot attend )':
or not jiu 3-in-1 surprise party liao ;D

okayy...
so, i was amazed when i reach jinghui's house.
it is so so big and oh-my-gosh
I love her house so so much ♥
and we're the last group who reach her house xP

and and, saw GUCCI. hen ke ai ♥ ♥ ♥

first game after dinner was "sing-a-long song" aka 百万大接歌 (:
but this game din go on well.
urhmm...
so, yeah
*skip* xD

next, "balloon idioms"
something went wrong at first.
and 4 of us are like sor po trying to figure out what are the words in the balloon under the light xD
but they said this is the best game.
satisfied (:

"ping-pong game" :DD
shiying's idea.
not bad lar.
new game for me (:

performance time ♥
Gege, joshua, yuyan, zhiyang and renyi's piano are so so awesome :D
love it so much (:

continue with "rubber band game"
the same old game.
passing rubber bands using straw.
but once drop,
then cut the short short straw into half xD

last game--"guessing words".
it's kinda similar to one of the game in 天才冲冲冲 (:
and the punishment for this game is so not punishment lor ._.
the committees have been too good and too nice xD

and the most important part
--our surprise party (:
ice-cream cake and banner ♥
woah~
enjoyed that part so so much.
yuyan, weijie,
got surprise dao mar? (:

after that should be sleeping time,
but everyone seems so energetic.
and boys are playing 'pian ju' for the whole night ._.
until 1.00 something then we finally go into our rooms.
but it took us hours before we can sleep.

for our room,
ghost stories, scaring ppl, chatting and someone too high-gei keep on laughing making us cant sleep. xD
thanks for jasmine who came in from the other room to scold us.
or not we don't need to sleep till the next morning dy (:
for the boys' room downstairs,
computer all night till morning.
siao xD

but we woke up the next morning early and were still so energetic xD
yeah, so basically for that whole morning was free.
cycling. choing k. play cards. basketball. piano and everything (:
have fun :DD

last, photo session.
and it marks the end of our awesome party (:

thanks for the party,
First time being a committee (:
First time had a surprise party (:
and and,
"re-learned" cycling (:
since it had been a long time since i last cycle xP
jinghui, jasmins, shiying, yuyan, wanxuan, wanting, xinyue, xiameen, mingyee, geralding, leeying.
lupheng, renyi, yeongjong, zhiyang, kaiyuan, yupeng, limwei, weijie, junjie, chunfai, tzejian, joeonn, joshua.
woots (:
I really enjoyed the 2 days with all of you.
THANKS :DD

p/s: for those who said that we wouldn't have fun for this party, we proved that YOU ARE WRONG (:

happy birthday (:

2011-04-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

whee~ my first ever birthday blog post is for you,
YES YOU
-- HUANG YU EN ♥

the card is not enough for me to write, so I just continue here lar (:
qin ai de, you're a great sitting partner but I'm not :x
you're always so happy and cheerful,
make me happy when I'm sad or emo.
thanks (:
你的欢笑声感染了我 :DD

enjoying the moment we keep scolding each other chun xD
other people may thought that we're arguing,
but only we know that,
that's our type of communication method (:

and horr...
huangyuen ar, when doing for you that birthday card,
only I realized that i don't have any he zhao with you )':
next time outing must must must take liao arr :D
hope that you'll like that card larr (:

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
WO AI NI ♥

p/s: my computer shows 12.00 am 14/4/11 now (:
happy birthday again :DD

2011-04-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

你的post,我也读过‘几千次’了啦(:
只是想跟你说，重来和重播是不一样的。
重播时一直播放一样的东西；
而重来呢，
是回到某个让你留下遗憾的时候，
重新来过。
希望你说的都是真的吧 :D

她说你不是笨的，
你会明白的。
希望如此。
还有，真的是谢谢你，
但想到都有点可笑。
我们之间竟然需要你来维持着我们的友谊，
这样，能坚持多久呢？

你知道吗？
其实我很羡慕你们。
总是能那么自若的聊天。
这么简单的事情，
竟然是我所无法奢求的 (:

若不是因为她，
我们应该还是最熟悉的陌生人吧...
真的，
谢谢(:

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words,
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone ♥

Prefect's camp (:

2011-03-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

woah. prefects' camp was just so awesome with the awesome people :DD
3 days 2 nights in kuala linggi. live in oil palm plantation with lots of cows and their *erhmm*. abseiling. and everything. it was so so fun (:
although I'm back darker ( I mean, ALOT ), sunburn, with mosquitoes bites and injured )':
but, I've great memories, especially with the-chocolates
: zhiqi, lenian, ziheng, yokelynn, chiutheng, mayesther, songlynn and noel (:

thanks zhiqi for being such a great leader ♥
thanks ziheng for being the first one to stand out to 'sacrifice' himself everytime. you've helped us lots ♥
thanks may and lenian for writing the script for drama and guided us alot ♥
thanks every other members for being cooperative and being so so awesome ♥

and and, the form 5 committees for putting so much of effort planning this camp (:

I really had so much fun in this camp, although it's tiring, but it's FUN (:
and, major is prefects' idol for now :DD
his quotes are so meaningful.

major, we'll not forget what you say (:

"No man will walk alone."

"The weakest link in your team is the last person, always wait for the last person in your team, do not leave them alone."

"Do what you say and say what you do."

"To be a leader, you must first be a good listener and a follower."

zhiqi, you also taught us alot about teamwork too (:
“输赢不重要，名次也不重要。重要的是每个人都有参与到，发挥合作精神。”
you said that.
that's why we never give up at any station although how hard it was.
that's why we let every single one in our team finish all the obstacles although it's over time limit.
that's how we work as a team, cooperate and do our best.

For the drama-- "Aladdin and the 3 blind mice".
we have arguments at first,
but the drama came out better than we expect.
coz we changed it few times so we thought we cant present it well.
but it proves that if there's a will, there's a way (:
the costume{!}
lots of us used the 'fidelis' logo xD
thanks to hoong for his idea, so we don't need to crack ou head for the super hero (:
the teachers gave us a surprise on that night too.
woah (:
and, it's the second time I have fever on the day that we have drama.
same like last year.
seems like I have phobia towards drama xD

the dorm we're sleeping in is like gurun's temperature.
hot at day and cold at night.
the temperature difference is so so big.

and the only thing not good in this camp is the food )':
not that the food is not nice.
but, for a people who don't take spicy food,
it is a kind of torture for eating spicy food 3 days T.T

lastly,
thanks to the rain,
it has super good timing weih.
just after our photo session, it rains xD
so ngam (:
or not we have to take photo in the rain.
maybe it will be cool? (:

grats to team BLUE for getting the 1st (:
ur team cheer and drama was awesome :DD
Brown, although we're not in top 3,
but at least we've did our best.
and we worked as a team.
I'll never forget the 3 days I spent with you all (:

p/s: for those who didn't attend the camp. you missed so much fun (:

2011-02-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

okayy. I KNOW MY BLOG IS DEAD FOR A LONG TIME :X
but I'm not the only one right?
noticed that lots of people didn't update their blogs recently (:

dunno what to write so just share a song with you guys :DD
--重来--黄小琥♥

你是否爱过
你爱他多过他爱你的人 你还记得吗

你是否爱过
他有种真命天子般的人 你还记得吗

相爱以后终于分手
分手以后又想重来

如果能重来 诚实的去对待
彼此都没疑猜 就没有理由分开

如果能重来 回忆当作尘埃
心不曾被伤害 就能无瑕疵地爱

但是重来却不能保证爱的成功或失败
要重来多少次后才会明白

你是否爱过
让你日夜忘不了的人 你还记得吗

我们曾爱过
不同种类不同面孔的人你记得哪个他

相爱以后终于分手
分手以后又想重来

I'm so in love with this song now♥ ♥ ♥
and ding dang de 一半 (:

okay, as all of you know, exam is coming T___T
but I haven even start to touch the BOOKS...
so, good luck to me and all of you.

JIAYOUS IN EXAM :DD

如果我说我会害怕，
你会开口留我吗？

我会把一生的幸福给你，
只要你开心 (:

有时候...

2011-02-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。
有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。
有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。
有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。
有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。
有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。
有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。

其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。。。
跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。
对于在乎你的，不想让他们担心。
有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。
其实，很想说“我很好”。
或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。。。
丢了的自己，要记得捡回来…

thanks ting for sharing so meaningful thing with me.
it's true,
sometimes, we just feel it that way.
sometimes, we just cant control ourselves from stop thinking something.
sometimes, we just need someone to be beside us.
sometimes, we just wanna be alone (:

2011-01-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

Dunno why but just simply feel like updating about --

JESS LEE JIA WEI ♥

She is just so awesome and sang well for every performance she made.
and, I fall in love of her voice. beautiful voice ♥

because of xing guang, I have 2 new idols :D
NI AN DONG and JESS LEE ♥ ♥
anthony's singing is so touching and sincere (:
jiawei's singing is awesome (:

李佳薇，你是马来西亚的骄傲。
获得星光7总冠军，你实至名归 :DD

Love you forever ♥

2011-01-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

There goes the first month of school :x
today is the first day of holiday and seriously, I'm not in the holiday mood yet.
everything is going on like normal saturdays, just wushu, books and computer.
and, I'll bet this is my worse CNY for ever.
1st, I have to prepare a 5 mins long oral, and memorize it by this week._.
after that, present it infront of that so-scary-teacher.
2nd, our group lisan{!} having it right after CNY and we haven't finish discuss )':
3rd, the real CNY holidays are so so short T.T

morning session is really sien, everyday, I will turn to the back and tell yuanqi
:" yuanqi ar, wo hen sien ._."
I really scared that qi will be irritated by me xP

and the most active group is just beside me but I'm still very sien,
because they are not talking to me xD
mingser, dahui, yuanching, wenjean, joeyee and tuckchien.
and and, hen xian mu 2a6 they all de friendship.
I mean, like gor, dahui, joeyee, tiffany, chelsea and jiayun.
the boys will busy write some 'love letter' to the girls xD
someone, please talk to me.

and I need to admit that our class is really unlucky.
3A3 will be singing all sorts of songs everyday LOUDLY but nothing happened.
but us, for the first time we sing birthday song to our beloved KT-- Jasmine Lee,
a teacher appeared and say:" Do you know you shouldn't do this in class? and blah blah blah"
aiks... next time we need to be more careful liao (:
but still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE LEE

LOVE YOU ALWAYS ♥

CNY is coming,
wish everyone will have a good year in 2011 (:
wish your dreams come true.
and last, not to forget, get lots of angpau and share some with me xDD

Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu (:

2011-01-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

It had been a month or more, that you 2 have been arguing, for that thing.
okay, i admit, if that thing happened on me.
I will be mad too, seriously.
but after a while, it'll be ok.
so, what make both of you take a long time to let it go?
both of you were good friends last time.
you won't want this thing to ruined you whole friendship right?
you two actually still care about each other,
it's just that you didn't noticed that.
明明还是很在乎对方，却偏偏让中间的距离隔得越来越远。

both of you told me the same thing,
you said you can't forgive what he had done.
you said you cant tolerate with his attitude.
both of you said that you won't continue this friendship again.
but if what both of you said are true,
why do you always think of the other person first?
why do you even bother to care about that person that you said you hate so much?

okay, maybe I don't really understand what both of you are thinking.
yea, I know you two are complaining that I'm very irritating,
and why should I bother about you two.
but yet, I'll continue and try my best to make you to back to normal.
because, both of you helped me a lot last time.

you, and you, will be my best buddies forever ♥
no matter how do you feel,
no matter how many times that you said I'm annoying.
it still won't change (:

so, please, I really don't wanna look at both of you.
suffering to hate each other.
while the heart refused to do so.
follow your heart, do what you thing is right :D

i know, both of you would never enter my blog.
that means, you won't read this post.
but I hope that you two can know what am I thinking.
although I'm really annoying and I know that (:
remember, friendship is something that is priceless.
a good memory can last long.
a true friend will stay beside you forever.

2011-01-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

first post after school reopen :D
okay, morning session is not that fun as what I thought.
the only good thing is we have more time after school.
but, morning time pass so fast.
yea, I mean SO FAST.
it's like you didn't even step into Catholic High that day.
and then, the most important is, we can't meet friends in school.
dunno why but just feel like the people I meet everyday is friends in 3A5 and prefects.
that's all.
nahh... ok, don't say about those sad things.
but, just wanna tell all those form 2's this year,
please enjoy your only honeymoon year.
you won't find any year better than that in secondary school (:

so, 3A5, last year's a5 mostly remained and the others are from a6, b4 and b6.
sitting with yuyan (: a great partner ♥
guess who is the KT?
of course, it's JASMINE LEE again :DD
same PKT as last year-- CARIN GAN.
and two 'new ones':
the a-lil-bit-blur-bendahari-- JOE ONN
and the organized KK-- YUAN QI
hope that our class can be cooperative under the guidance from the AJKs (:

and really, days past just like this.
without noticing, it flew away.

I turned back, and saw you.
without any hi or anything.
we just walked pass (:

How can something so wrong
Feel so right all along
Catch me, I'm falling for you ♥

她说...

2011-01-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

addicted to this song --她说--林俊杰♥

他静悄悄的来过，他慢慢带走沉默。只是最后的承诺，还是带不走寂寞。

男人曾經來過，之後他沉默的走了，曾經的承諾，不是永恆，所以還是寂寞。

我们爱的没有错，只是美丽的独秀，太残忍。她说无所谓，只要能在夜里，翻来覆去的时候有寄托。

兩個相愛的人沒有錯，只是當愛情剩下一個人的時候，成了一種寂寞的折磨，但是女孩害怕尋覓新的戀情，所以只想在夜裡，有個可以思念關心的人。

等不到天黑，烟火不会太完美，回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾。她曾说的无所谓，我怕一天一天被摧毁。

女孩自我安慰，認為愛情要熬到最後才會美麗，只是當美好的回憶都回憶完了，殘酷的現實還是沒有進展，沒有動靜。

等不到天黑，不敢凋谢的花蕾，绿野在跟随，放开刺痛的滋味。今后不再怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒。

男人還沒說分手，女孩不敢離開，就像是綠葉再追隨一朵花，苦苦的追隨，苦苦的崇拜，但最後還是得面對分手刺痛的滋味，而害怕的是每天睡醒後的清醒，而不是睡醒時分的天明。

the highlighted part is the meaning of this song.
AWESOME :DD
accidentally found that on the web.
perfect meaning (:

2010-12-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

just finish watching K.O Sanguo.
finally, at the first day of this year (:
wanting, I'm much more outdated than you xD
it's such a nice show, and really gamdong ♥
especially episode 29, super gamdong (:
pei fu their 义气, especially 五虎将，脩，阿香，大乔，小乔和曹操 :DD
they can solve any problem together, no matter how hard it is.
that is what we call friendship (:
work together, you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang ;)

love xiu and ah xiang so so so much♥
they are really a sweet couple (:
脩很体贴，而且还懂乐器，为阿香创作了《天使的距离》这首歌。
阿香则机智聪明，每次在他们遇到困难时替他们解围。
every part that have their existence, it will be a romantic part (:
"当我不在你身边的时候，我会在遥远的地方，弹奏只有你能听的--够爱."

孙权曾对乔玮说过：
“也许，你真的像我父亲说的一样，是月亮，是颗卫星。
总是绕着一颗特定的行星打转。
但那颗行星不是我，是我大哥。
就算我是太阳，这么强烈，这么明亮，
但是对你，我也只能燃烧自己。
让你反射我的光芒，去照耀你眼中那颗唯一的行星。
因为我知道，我不可能改变月亮的轨道。
所以我不会让你知道，我对你的感情。"
"我们就像荡秋千一样，我在前，你在后；当我在后面的时候，你又跑到前面去了。我们永远只能擦身而过。"

周瑜，小乔，曹操。
一段三角恋情。
最后还是曹操伟大地退出，周瑜和小乔幸福地过着一辈子。
“你无可救药的聪明，却从来都不了解我。”
“我愿做你的召唤兽，陪你闯危险的宇宙。”

after watching zhong ji san guo, in love with few songs.
够爱，泪了，天使的距离♥
nice songs with meaningful lyrics (:
that's all for K.O SanGuo (:

okay, as all of you know, today is the first day of a new year.
01.01.2011.
wish that this new year will be better than 2010.
hope that everyone will get a better life.
wish that everything that are not good in 2010 turn well this year.
hope that, me and you, everyone of you, will be best friends forever♥ wish that not only me will remember those promises.
finally, 2011, SMILES :DD

171210, QGY ♥

2010-12-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Emo shoo shoo, this is a happy post :DD

okay, so today, is a important day.
our Qing Gong Yan (:
woah, after waiting so long. finally :D

went to wanxuan's house at 10.00 am.
the people who attend are wanxuan (of course), yeyun, me, yuyan, chaiayee, changlong, zijun, limwei and xirong.
all of us are there but just missed out JIAYUN!!
jiayun ar, you seriously miss LOTS OF FUN xP

we start the day with a short chat.
someone was abit gek dong during this period xD
after that, went down for lunch (:
went gym for a while too.
for fun :D

about 1pm, went for badminton (:
because there was only one court available,
so 9 of us need to take turns to play.
played for 2 hours there (:
single, double, mixed double and 3 vs 3 xD
and also, practiced some wushu.
yun become jiao lian already,
teach chanlong play broad sword :DD

Later on, went to squash court.
wanxuan actually book from 2-3pm,
but we went there after 3 pm xD
nevermind.
still have fun there (:
first time playing squash,
and zijun taught us some basics (:

bath time :D
then go down park there prepare for our BBQ (:
there was also another group that having bbq today.
so there used the actual place for bbq.
okay, so this is the first time for most of us to set up fire :D
we used up 1 hour to start bbq xP
but still gain an experience to set up fire (:
rain starts to fall again,
so we moved to a place that is covered.
and we were glad that we're not using that actual bbq place.
because it is open air.
and the other group seems that had problem with the rain xP

marshmallows. corn. chicken. sausage. fish. sotong. sweet potato. sweets. ice lemon tea.
the ice lemon tea. super nice ♥ thankiuu auntie (:
but then as usual, i'm being a waiter serving drinks again ._.
bbq starts :DD
at first, we don't really know how to do it.
but slowly got abit skill liao xD
and of course, the 2 experts in 'dealing' chicken-- zijun and limwei (:
really have fun during dinner.
high-gei :DD
喂别人吃的感觉比自己吃还爽-- by zijun xD
yea, so after that we keep feeding each other eat lar (:

and then leh, the great partners-- xirong and chanlong.
get inspiration from the word 鱼圆.
did 4 song for yuyan xD
not bad leh, quite creative de :D
auntie and uncle also praised them leh.
wanxuan's brother also know how to sing liao xD
(let them shuang for a while lar~)
there are some chicken wings left over and we lazy to bbq liao.
so uncle asked the mamak stall de people fried for us (:
to put out the fire, limwei came out with a special method.
use umbrella and filled up with swimming pool de water xD
quite effective also (:

before went back up to wanxuan's house.
we took our group photos beside the swimming pool.
look out for our profile picture.
it will be the same for a month or maybe more xP
by the way, we're taking photos under the rain :D
we don't care about it already xD

after the photo session.
went back up again.
have ice-cream and sparkling juice :D
full dao lar~
re-listen the 4 songs that was edited by chanlong and xirong.
later on, we re-sing the 3 songs we sang on annual dinner (:
chi xin jue dui. eeneie meenie. tong nian ♥
and then went back one by one liao.
me and yun is the last 2 to go back xP

conclusion, have a great great day at wanxuan's house today (:
thanks auntie uncle for the lunch and ice-creams.
and also sorry for the trouble we made at your house xP
171210 ♥
QGY.
SUCESS!!
:D

2010-12-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Since the first day I met you, I know,
it is not easy to get a single trust from you.
no matter how hard I tried,
I still failed to be a person you trust.
or even a person that you will bother.

but, it's really glad to hear that,
you have a person that you really trust.
at least you can tell her what you're thinking.
and I don't need to worry about you.
stuffing everything in your heart.
at least, when you're not happy,
you can have a person to talk to.
that person,
that you trust so much.

sometimes, really,
I don't know why.
I get jealous when both of you are so close.
that let me realize that,
I am just a no one in your heart.
I mean, yea, not even as a friend (:

really,
you should thanks her.
she sacrifice a lot for you.
she is the one that you really can depend on.
although you might be strong.
but deep inside you,
you are actually not.
so, tell her what do you think.
don't buried everything inside you.
she had been helping a lot,
really a lot to make us better.
but, it is really no use if you doesn't care.

at all.

so, I'll let go.
just as you wish :D

2010-12-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

why am I so stupid?
I asked this question lots of time.
but, there is no answer.
I wait, wait and wait.
waiting for you to take an action.
although, deep inside my heart.
a voice told me. you won't.
you won't d0 anything, you won't care and that is you.
no matter what you say, it was just for fun, right?
you think that it's ok,
it's ok to to do whatever you want.
to hurt whoever you want to hurt.
you always say that you care.
but when something happened,
what did you do?
sitting there waiting for me to take the next step.
right?

I thought I've already get used to it.
get used to your lies.
but. whenever you say you care.
I did believe.
for that moment.
I'm stupid enough to waste a stupid moment to believe what you say.
everytime.
without fail,
EVERYTIME,
no matter how much hurt you did to me.
I still thought that there's hope.

I bet you're laughing,
when you're looking at this post,
you will be laughing at my stupidness.
nah....
so what?
just continue do what you want.
I'm always the stupid person,
who always take the next step and say sorry to you.
although it's your wrong at first.

from now onwards.
no matter who you are, what you done.
I won't be so stupid again.
I'll take no action till you do so.

thought that I really needed you,
but months past.
time proves that,
you don't care.
at all.
and actually
I don't need you anymore (:
is that a joke?
or a lie?
only you will know :D

2010-12-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

wee~ 011210♥
after lots of planning and changing plans, finally, yesterday was the day (:
we had our 6P gathering and ariel's farewell :DD
the day before yesterday, a group of us started doing a autograph book for her.
thanks for yesterday, I had a chance to go in yukchai again (:
we also had our lunch there- Pizza Hut delivery.
we ordered 2 regular pizza, but it seems to be smaller than usual.
so, after eating, we're still hungry xP
but nevermind, we walked to jiawen's grandma house after that.
ate homemade egg tarts. yummy (:
chit-chat alot and then went home about 6pm (:
ohya, we called mingser there and he was having 'fever' xD.

ok, back to the main point (:
reach The Curve at about 10:30am.
busying picking up phone calls and tell them the location we're meeting.
after an hour or more, finally, everyone was there (:
6P-ians who attend up was:
LIYA (:, me, yun, wanxuan, tangling, lishen, xinyue, sheney, chelsea, jiawen, jiaying, xinyi, qingru, crystal, yeohli (Girls)
changrong, quanwey, tiansheng, yunzhen, zhengtheng, renyi, chiachun, chunkhang, cheepoh, qingkai (Boys)
and a special thanks to XIAO LAO SHI who is willing to teman us yesterday (:

movie was cancelled because not enough time.
under xiaolaoshi's leading, the boys went to Kafe Teh Tarik for their breakfast.
and the girls remain at The Street to wait for others and chat (:
after that, the boys went snooker and bowling while girls went to Vivo for lunch.
Pizzas. Baked rice. Spaghetti. French Fries. Cakes. Drinks. ♥

2pm, went to Redbox (:
yunzhen and renyi went for movie, crystal and yeohli went back earlier so they didn't join us T.T
at first we booked a VIP room but they say is too small so we changed to a VVIP room :D
and then, party starts xD
for the first few hours, I was busy dealing with the person-in-charge with the food and drinks.
it's the first time for me so abit kelam-kabut xP
but thanks to the guy who is so patient to me and explained everything that I don't know (:

basically, there are LOTS of food and drinks on the table but no one takes it.
so, I have to be a waitress and serve everyone with food and drinks xD
about 4pm, cake is out, and HAPPY FAREWELL TO LIYA (:
after a while, quanwey, tiansheng and zhengtheng went back.
others were enjoying themselves till 7:30 pm (:
and then for the bill thing,
few of us crack our heads to think about how to settle it (:
at last, those who has student card pay RM13
while others had to pay RM 30.
big difference yea xD
but then, dunno why still lack of money.
need to rugi liao D:

that's all for the day, unfortunately, most of us wore pink shirt or brought pink things.
but we didn't go to Baskin Robbins xP
nah....
nevermind (:

to ariel:
we all will surely going to miss-you-a-lot.
especially me xD
I'll miss you every second and you're always in my heart (:
after going to New Zealand,
don't forget every moment you had with us.
and then, remember to keep-in-touch with us (:
don't ever lost contact.
post some photos in facebook and let us know more about you living in a new place (:
remember to come back and visit us more often.
and and, take care yea (:
New Zealand is a totally different country compared to Malaysia.
so, take care and don't fall sick :D
lastly, I wanna repeat what I've say for lots of times
LIYA, I"LL MISS YOU ALWAYS.
LOVE YOU ♥

2010-11-30T22:26:00.000+08:00

26/11-29/11，与琬暄和烨云参加了Sayonara Camp.
琬暄和烨云被分到去同一组-Meet The Tomorrow，
而我叻，就孤单一个人在Future Owners 的组。

跟我同组的有：Justin, Pei Jie, Lydea, Qing Syuen, Chie Yuan和Xu Ming。
Justin可是我在所有参加过的camp内遇到最好最好的leader.
他真的好伟大噢，很多事都是他帮我们扛下来。
而且，他只是13岁而已。
佩服佩服(:

这个camp里面包括了很多有意义的活动，例如：Sayonara race, team building, dharma sharing, first aid talk, jungle trekking等等。
我们还很幸运的有的去参观消防局。
不只能更了解他们的工作，知道一些防范措施，而且还能有一些basic training。
最好玩的就是能从二楼抱着钢管滑下去。
*用一点想象力，想看平时看连续剧的画面，你就知道是什么来的 ;)

还有talent night，为了这个演出，每一组都认真的筹备了3天。
我们组当然也不落人后啦 (:
我们的主题是-DRUGS,所以演来演去都是那种看到惯的画面咯！
都最后，胜出的组是EVEREADY。
恭喜(:

在两次的Dharma Sharing当中，虽然有少少的闷，不过很有意义。
Peace=Happiness;
Hapiness x= Peace
明白吗？
还有，if you want to achieve peace and happiness, you must learn to forgive and forget (:
原谅所有伤过你或得罪你的人。
因为人非圣贤，孰能无过。
不但如此，还要谢谢他们给你一个成长的机会(:
Everyone will have a moment that your mind is not peaceful,
at the moment,
you may probably do something that you didn't want to.
So do others.

Jungle trekking是我们分成两队进行。
Team 1比较幸运，到一半的时候才开始下雨。
我们这一个team叻，就比较倒霉啦。
上山不久就开始下雨了。
所以路滑，比较危险。
不少人滑倒。
由于情况较危险，山又陡峭，所以下山的时候我们都是拉着绳子下 xP
虽然是很累，而且回到去很多泥了，不过这是个很有趣的经验(:

Friendship Night♥ A meaningful night (:
一开始，是要我们讲对这次camp的看法。
之后叻，为了增进每个团员的感情。
每个人要跟在场的所有人握手或拥抱。
最后，就轮到commities发表感言。
很感人，也触动了大家的心(:

最后一天晚上呢，我们把握时间，跟其他团员要联络方式。
所以，那一晚，是我们最迟睡的一晚 :D
我们三个当然也很把握能一起睡的最后一晚啦! (:

隔天早上，skip liao Puja (:
每个人都很开心 xD
最后，成绩揭晓了。
Meet The Tomorrow得到冠军。 *claps*
而我们这对则拿到亚军。
对我们来说已经是意想不到的成绩了(:
其实Meet The Tomorrow的冠军是意料中事啦。
那组很有团队精神，而且每一次的比赛肯定赢过我们(:
总之，恭喜啦！

就这样，4天3也的生活营圆满结束了(:
下次有机会的话，希望可以再次参加这样有意义的camp :D

2010-11-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday, we went for wushu performance from 2pm till 12 am.
tiring, but fun (:
15 of us, equally fitted in jiao lian's, pn lim's and kah chung's car.
so, me, wanxuan, yeyun and yiqian gave our 'di yi ci' to daddy xD
don't think to much, what i mean is, daddy said he first time fetch so many people in his car.
AND we're sitting his car at our own risk xD
bu still, thanks daddy for his ride (:

when we reach that school, first we went to search for the TOILET.
but, we end up not going coz it's too dirty liao.
and then practice pratice, jiu go for McDonalds :D
next stop-- Giant (:
we whole gang go there kacau ba liao de xD
coz everyone going there just to buy a VCD ._.

ok... here comes the real performance.
First, sorry to all tuan ti cao de performers, sorry sorry.
it will be a perfect performance if i didn't miss the steps.
and and, sorry jiao lian >.<
i know you have high expectation from us, but i ruined it all )':
SORRY to all of you.

next, we went to kanna to yum cha.
this time jiao lian belanja leh.
but hor, all of us are eating the chicken rice provided by the organiser.
just few of us order drinks after knowing is jiao lian belanja de xD

anyway, yeyun, wanxuan, joshua, zixin, keatming, ahpang, yongching, weihan, kahchung, yichen, jiaolian, simkei, and the small lil kid, GREAT JOB! (:
hope that we can perform together next time (:

p/s: one more sweet couple in our wushu team. CONGRATS (:

slept at 2am and the next day wake at 9 am.
not enough sleep :x
and then went to bookfair at 12:30 pm.
with tangling, yeyun and wanxuan (:
yeah, and then 1 stupid went there for an hour to sit at the insurance place there.
met liting, a tarian singa form 3 guy, last year 2C4 de and tzegee (:

THANKS to the chicken rice yesterday.
i think is spoiled or what lar.
3 of us have serious stomach ache today ._.
but we still went for the bookfair xD

most important is I bought deng xiu yin's latest book-- goodbye angel :D :D
and then got her signature (:
later went back at 7:15pm but reach home around 8:30 pm ._.

2010 ♥

2010-11-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

whoa... time flies, a year is gone.
ok, this year, an awesome year with 2A5 and prefectional board (:

1st, prefectional board.
many things happened and 40 of us faced it together.
karmen, jiaying and heeyik, 3 of u chose to quit but remember
no matter what, we're always a family (:
visit us often yea.
至少，我们一起度过了充满意义的一年 (:
永远记得，这属于我们的回忆。

hoong, youre really a good bro.
thanks for telling me everything that i should know.
and thanks, for conforting me whenever i'm sad.
thanks for everything (:

ting, always remember our yue ding since 1A4.
i'll always be with you, no matter what (:
don't be emo, emo doesn't suit you.
smile :D

yan, i love your smile.
and your cheerfulness.
you everything (:
so, keep it up .

2A5, a great class which consists of 44 hypers xD

yea, this year, 4 of our AJKs are GIRLS (:
but they did their job pretty well.
give a round of applause to them (:
*claps*

the-ajk-class:
JASMINE LEE--the best KT
from 1A4 till 2A5, she's the best KT in our heart.
yea, she makes the class perfect (:
and thanks for sitting beside me at the beginning of the year ♥
*PJPK wakil :D

CARINGAN-- the blur blur de PKT
sitting beside me during exam.
no need to say liao lar her, expert xD
always say no need read de lar~
*penolong PJPK wakil :D

SHIYING-- the very nice de Bendahari
cute lar you shiying (:
thanks for cheering me up whenever i'm sad (:
love you ♥
* BC wakil :D

JIAEN-- the bertanggungjawab de KK
make sure that everyone do their duties (:
and then, always 'in-charge' of the switches xD

those-who-once-been-my-partner:
JASMINELEE--
as mentioned above, you're really a great person.
enjoy the day sitting beside you helping you do your KT job (:

JOSHUAFIDELIS--
Daddy ♥
thanks for everything you helped me to do this year.
and then very sorry, for annoying you every time we need to write essay xP
i will never forget the fidelis family (:

PATRICKTENG--
thanks for the laughter you gave, for the few months that i sit beside you.
really, thanks (:
* Science wakil :D

KOEYUEH--
although we know each other for not long, but still, i appreciate everything you did (:
and also, you made me addicted to novels {!}
现实和小说是永远相反的, i will always remember that fact.

the-cute-ones:
TUCKCHIEN--
the very cute and small one but always tease people who are taller than him xD
xiaodidi (:

YUANYAO--
sits beside tuckchien for the whole year.
seems very guai guai type and do not talk much, but actually NOT xD

the-gangs:
JUNJIE and WENBIN--
sit right in front but always talk and caught by teachers xD
*junjie, Maths wakil :D

WONGCARMEN, SYNNYI, GLANESSOH and JIAEN--
always have group talks in four (:
* glanes, Sivik wakil :D

LUPHENG and RENYI--
always have topics to talk about.
glue-sticks xD
another pair that sits together for the whole year.

JUNYI and SHALIN--
english pro (:
thanks for everything,
really, i mean it. both of you are great friends.

LITING, WENGKIN, XIAOROU and WEIJIE--
four besties, always chit chat at the corner of the class (:
wengkin, pro in debating.
and also, thanks for your jokes xD
weijie, squash pro (:
liting, sejarah and BM wakil :D
xiaorou, also pro in debating xP

the-prefects-in-class:
JIAYUN--
quite miss the time we sandwich (:
and, it's quite fun looking josh and you 'fighting' xD

JIAHWEI--
the pro in everything (known by everyone )
but sometimes she could be quite emo.
cheer up lar, girl (:

SHIMIN--
whenever she laugh, everyone will follow xD
but thanks lar, at least, can make us be happy (:
*Moral wakil :D

ZIJUN--
always join in girl's talk, but no one minds.
because he is a half girl xD
anyway,bro, thanks for listening to me and sharing about your things to me (:

LIMWEI--
the joker (:
can make me laugh no matter i'm happy or sad (:
thanks limwei, with you beside me, i wont be bored.

HONGLIANG--
the seems to be very very serious one.
but actually he's quite funny, sometimes (:

JOSHUAFIDELIS--
thanks for waiting me almost everytime when it is recess time and class duty.
have fun seeing you act like a girl xD

the-other-awesome-ones-in-class:
YUANQI--
new student in class.
but mixed well with everyone in class very fast.
qi, novel lover ♥

XIAMEEN and JOEONN--
creative club.
pro in drawing comics and many others (:

YIRONG--
dramatic! (:
good in acting for drama or oral.
* BM wakil :D

WANQING--
doesn't talk much.
still remember that time she did an operation an a cow's eye.
brave girl (:

SOFEANNA and SHERYL--
band rocks (:

STEFFIEWONG--
a cheerful girl (:
started to know more about her year end.

YEEQING--
pokerface (:
good at 'killing' xD

GERALDINECHANG--
a nice girl (:
GEGE, don't know whether you mind if i call you that name xP
*Geografi wakil and penolong BC wakil :D

CHUNFAI--
first impression, loud voice xD
and because of that, always been called to read.

MINGYEE--
hmm... never get to know her well.
maybe, if we're still in the same class next year, i'll try harder (:

TZEKIAT--
mr sin's son xD
he's also a quite funny guy at class (:

SAMUELGOH--
blur guy xD
experienced being looked up in class before xP

HONGSHEN--
easy to be catch when he is the killer xD
*English wakil :D

and there, everyone is in this time.
i didn't miss out any, right?
2A5, a great class.
you rocks my year ♥
i would never forgot anyone of you.
you all are always in my heart.
hope that we'll all be in the same class next year (:

2010-11-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

你是知道的，对吧？
自从发生过那件事，无论你怎样否认，你都知道我们之间形成了一堵无形的墙。
很厚，很厚。
厚得我无法穿越。
你也不想打破它，对吧？
我知道，无所谓。
我们要如何，才能回到原点呢？
那曾经我们一起快乐过的日子。
很难吧？
或者，近乎不可能。
There's always something between us. always. a thing that will stop us from moving forward. a thing that make us get worse and worse.
我知道，我在你心中，从来没有任何地位，对吧？
你的心永远不曾对我敞开。
明知道，会被伤害。
我为何会笨得一次又一次的走向你？
反正，习惯了。
不是吗？

其实，
原因很简单。
是因为我不能像你一样潇洒。
我不能，
什么都可以无所谓。

2010-11-13T18:53:00.000+08:00

after the exam, there are lesser n lesser people going to school.
but still, I never thought of not going to school.
because there's just a few days left.
treasure your time in school, with your friends (:

for thursday, yea, i'm not in a good mood at first.
but thanks to caringan, jasminelee, joshua n jiayun.
you all reali cheer-ed me up (: thanks-a-lot.
then for the whole day, sandwich talk (:
i love it ♥
remember, I receive any brand of mayo (:

friday :D
we started to play 3 different kinds of killer fom the school starts till the school ends (:
basically, we play that every second we're in the class xD
me, joshua, jiayun, hongliang, limwei, shimin, junjie, hongshen, chunfai, sofeanna, steffie, sheryl, yeeqing, xiameen, shiying (:
we enjoyed the day.
blink eyes, holding hands, sleeping.
it's almost the whole class playing because ther's just 26 people in class xD
next monday we'll play again and that time, I hope that everyone play together lar.
more fun (:
the best killer-- yeeqing (a.k.a. the poker face)
the best nurse--limwei ( i lurve this nurse )
the best police-- none xD
the teachers who step in our class are shocked.
pn norliyah ask us whether we're campfire-ing ar?
and we answer:" yea, teacher, do u wanna join us?"
and 1 more teacher more funny, come near us and ask
"apa kamu sedang buat? bukan itu rasuk rasuk thing hor?"
we took a second to think what is she talking about.
and we realized that she's saying about 笔仙 all those.
then we quickly say:" bukan lar cikgu. very safe de."
after that, we try to lower down our volume and not to laugh, coz we're scared that the teacher thought we dirasuk hantu.
we play till the second before prefects leave for duty.
and yea, it's really very FUN (:
and and, I wanna be a nurse, at least once, let me try to be one :)
next monday, waiting (:

that's all for now.
feeling great to have you all as friends, as classmates.
2A5, you're always in my heart ♥

2010-11-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

2molo is installation day liao. after 2 months of probates period, finally tomorrow is the day (:
congrats to all those who pass :D ( i know is quite late liao xD)
n then remember what i told u all 2day ar.
When singing lagu pengawas, BERSEMANGAT abit, 2molo is ur big big day liao (:
must sing louder than the seniors 'down' there ar.
cant wait to see u all in whites and with ties.
2day all of u are reali reali cute lar xD
ok lar. so, still the same old word, u all must do well next year ar.
got any problems, please feel free to ask any of the seniors, u know, we wont eat u up de.

ngtzedonn, leewanying, michelle wong, gohchiayin, wongyongzheng, leesherzanne, tankaisheng, alwincahi n leechunghoe, u all brought colour to my prefect life.
at least for the last few months as a afternoon session prefect, i'm not doing my duties alone.
u all are always the best n my dear juniors (:
btw, congrats to 2 of my juniors that had edi married xD

2010-10-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

I'm such a failure. in everything. especially friendship.
yea, khorhuiyi, you are. always are.
我是友情的失败者。永远。都是。
被伤了又伤，我是有感情的，好吗？
算了，没人会理会的。对吧?

我和他发生问题时，是谁陪伴着我？
告诉我，把他忘了。
我说做不到。
以前，现在，永远。
我都不可能忘掉在我生命中留下回忆的任何一个人。
包括你。

是谁，在那天晚上许下约定？
只属于我们俩的约定。
现在，一切都没了。
算了，我不在乎了。
From now onwards. no promises. and i won't believe it anymore.

同样的错误犯了又犯，不会累吗？
“我是很痴情的，对于友情。” “学会不要那么痴情” “对不起，我做不到”
我就是这样，伤到麻了，痛了，累了。
这种戏码不断上演。
应该也习惯了吧。
这种事情，有所谓习惯吗？
每次还不都被伤得满是伤痕。

What i can do is just fake a smile.
Yea, it's fake. No more real one.

爱的太真
太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨
明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我还奋不顾身

♥ Lyrics-Lover♥

2010-10-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

Addicted to lyrics nowadays♥
没有任何理由，就是爱上了(:
每句歌词背后，都是有意思的。
至少，它表达出了每个人的心声。
别人常说，听歌是最好的疗伤方法。
但我认为，歌词才是最重要的。
对吧？

最近发觉到，不是你怎样对别人，别人就会怎样对你的。
不知为何，可能是我太天真了吧!总是很容易相信别人，到最后受伤的还不是自己...
太相信你了。以为只要和你分享心事。你也会跟我说下你的心情。
可是，我错了。我连你一点点的信任都得不到。
你还是一样，不肯敞开心胸，把全部事情都藏在心里。
感谢那是你，曾经帮我解决过哪些问题，聆听我的心事。
不过，我很清楚地知道，你不可能把我当知己。
算了，反正你的世界我管不了...

曾经说过，你会永远在我身旁，陪伴着我。
是吗？这一切只是谎言，对吧？
算了，伤痛了，就笑了。
一切还能跟往常一样吗？

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会
笨到忘不了
赖着不放掉
我总会把你戒掉
就让我一个人
寂寞寂寞就好

2010-09-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

I'm updating this blog because of STUPID NGTZEDONN :D *shuang liao mar?*
ok... basically, after this holiday, we're going to have exam soon, but I have NO MOOD to study.
So, books thrown away xD
The whole holiday is occupied by wushu n sining practice~
And, last sunday(12/9)-- prefects' annual dinner :DD
prepared a lot for that, juz for that 3 songs-- 痴心绝对, Eenie Meenie, 童年♥
big thankyou to wanxuan, yeyun, xirong, zijun, chanlong, limwei, chiayee, yuyan n jiayun :D *muaks* love u all forever.
I won't forget the time we practice (or so call playing? xD)
Anyway, just love the time we hang out 2gether. sings at bus stop. been chased out by guard xD. LRT. went to wanxuan's hse. sings at TTC. and many many other things that we've done together.
Finally~ We did a great job during AD =) and of coz, all other group perform very well too.
Remember, 1 slot reserved for wongyuyan to 'dou qin' next year.
our qing gong yan!! destination fixed: wanxuan's hse xD date??? looking forward to 'destroy' her hse xDD
hmm... nothing to write bout liao.
things happened around me all sad case, dun wanna say (:
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Specially for my beloved junior, donn♥
ngtzedonn, although u're yonger than me, but sometimes, u seems to be more mature than me (sometimes ONLY).
and, thanks for ur da dao li :D like grandpa like that de....
Donn, don't keep everything inside u, will die very early de xP
Remember what I told u?
No matter what, I'll stand by u, and be ur best listener forever :D
Don't think of stupid things and don't ask stupid questions that will make me feel scared. (really)
And also, don't zat urself zat dao yi wen bu zhi like that.
U're not, u're the best :D

I'll try my best to prove to him, yea, I will.
I'll also try my best to love myself, yea, if I can.
I'll try my best to make everyone around me happy, yea, I definately will.
I'll try my best to not let my dear junior think of stupid stuff xP

Lastly, I-miss-u-so-much-HUANGZITAO :D
kai xin liao mar? be happy ar ._.

2010-09-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

I really dunno what happened between us.
What that made us become like this?
Can you please just tell me?
If is my wrong, tell me, and I will correct it.
Please don't hurt me so much, your ignorance is a hurt towards me.
When I received any sms from you, I knew, it will be very hurtful.
But still, I read every single word that you wrote in that sms.
Tears start dropping. But I just can't bother about it.
I did a lot, just to make you forgive me, just to make us be like last time.
But, nothing works.
You're still that mean and I'm still that stupid...
You know, you know that how important you are in my life.
You know it.
But why do you keep on hurting me in all ways?
Just tell me, why?
I know you won't, but I'm still waiting.
Waiting for your answer.
Waiting for our friendship to keep on going.
Waiting for your forgiveness.
Waiting for everything I had to wait.
ily

2010-08-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

I miss Tze Donn n Wan Ying♥
Have fun dutying with them, especially ng tze donn=)
At 1st, we have nothing much to talk. (Mostly because he is too pro n knows everything about duty, so we have not much things to talk about.)
But after wanying comes in and under me, donn suddenly become very talkative liao xD
Maybe because he got a partner gua. And then hor, his hobby is to tease me -.-''
Donn ar, remember: be respectful (told u dunno how many times liao lor) and then dun be too perasan xD
Wanying, u did a great job during this 3 days. Keep it up!
Both of u make me know that duty can be so fun :D

Addicted to 2 songs:
♥不过问--郭采洁
你疯了
就疯了
我没有资格过问
为什么
还留着
床头那盏灯
我疯了
就疯了
没有资格不诚恳
你身边的那个人
笑我笨
笑我闷
笑我蠢
不过问

♥来不及--罗忆诗
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着
心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以负荷
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择
是不是来不及了

是你
让我体会到
在泪水中度过的夜晚
有多难受

为什么
明明是两个好朋友
为什么在一夜之中
狠狠地对我
是我做错了什么吗
还是
我不配
告诉我
好吗
我只想告诉你
无论你怎么对我
你
永远都是我的
好朋友
永远都是

2010-06-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from jia yun's hse=)
ok... it's actually a sivik+nie projec, but, the sivik cancel dy, koe yueh cannot go n the stupid joshua ffk. so, it end up juz me, jia yun n jas.
Jy's driver fetch us to her hse. We r talking about how big n how nice is her hse, n then she said:" my hse is not big lor." Ok, fine, we'll see then.
When we reach her hse, omg! I told jas:" If this is call small, then our hse are tiny."
(Start to 'visit' her hse) a swimming pool n a fountain outside; a big black piano when we went in. and then her purple room. a gym room+ study room at 3rd floor. after that we came down with loads of things n her pink laptop=)
While we are waiting for domino pizzas, we start our 'research' 1st.
After that, 3 of us almost finish 2 regular pizzas and 2 boxes of chicken xD and fruits for desserts=)
Then, talk, laugh, listening to songs(justin bieber of coz, jas fav), talking(or u can say shouthing) with josh, eating and................
About 4:30, jy's driver feth us back 2 skul, n that's all=)
But i have to take all the things back n continue doing next monday at skul. Who is free go there teman me lar=)

2010-04-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the dead blog for so long >.<

Hmmm... I started to find out 2A5 is a GREAT class!!! (anyone agree? XD) Every time, when i'm sad or depressed, whenever i stepped into 2A5, the feelings gone. I wont, or I cant even be emo in this class, at least when i'm in 2A5, i wont. This is bcoz our class have someone like Sin Tze Kiat, Patrick Teng and Chin Tuck Chien to make us laugh always. It is very fun to have them with us, thanks.

And... '2A5 is UNITY!!' this is what we discovered after the sivik presentation thingy, all of us feel proud to be in this class. We do things together adn make the class be the best of the best=)

As example, the newspaper collection, all of us reali put a lot of effort to reach our target-- 2010. Although we r not the 1st, but at least, we tried. So, Jasmine, cheer up=) We are so worry about u yesterday, stand up and be the always-happy-and-energetic-KT that we know.

But... although i am reali happy in 2A5, i still cant totally put down 1A4. Maybe, maybe i still need time to overcome this.I know is not easy, but i will try.

It's a hard time without wanxuan in class, i cant tell her things whenever i want, the time we meet up is not enough for us.

It's a hard time without kaeshen in class, he is the 1 who will always be my side no matter what. i miss him so much.

It's a hard time without zijian in class, is till remember that time, when he sits with me, although he keep bullying me, but his laughter makes me feel happy always.

It's a hard time without jinghui in class, but i will always walk with her after assembly=)

It's a hard time without all the 1A4-ians in class, sometimes, i reali feel like 2A5 is not enough for me, i want back all the 1A4-ians. I know, i am too greedy.

Thanks to all 1A4 and 2A5- ians, u made my study life be colourful and meaningful.

“今天那么早啊？”
“会吗？那我以后...“我停顿了。
我忘了，已没有以后，
以后，这段路，只有我一个人在走。
谢谢你，曾经陪我走过这段路。

Exam OVER!!!

2010-03-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!! Exam is over, happy^^
Ok, this is what i do during the long long exam week...

Last Fri: BC, ok ok lar. BI, erhm... dunno what am i writing about. after exam, all of them are like, oh no, that english paper is so easy! and i juz, haiz... die d lor...

Mon: BM(penulisan), ringkasan, ok lar. bahan rangsaan, write till 3rd paragraph liao, suddenly stop and count the words. omg, 130 smth pp liao, bfore exam the teacher told me, carin and some others that CANNOT over 125 pp, if not deduct marks. then i take another paper lor, rewrite and cut words. but in the end still more than 125 pp, suan liao... no time write again liao. the karangan umum more cham ar T.T
spot surat tidak rasmi, c the MELAKA word, and think that: hmm, quite easy.
after i wrote the 'menemui shabatku...' *1 min* *5 min* *10 min* arghh!!! dunno what 2 write. n now, oni know that it is easy 2 write in chinese, and NOT in BM. fine, simply 'ngap' smth in and talk nonsense, this time karangan sure fail liao de lar.

Tue: Science, harder than what i thought, wait die. PM, juz like usual, that hard.

Wed: KH,, so many careless mistakes ar!!! wan go bang wall liao!
English, the words ho, all like from other planet de, oni few i understand oni, again, wait die.

Thurs: Math, ok ok.
BM(pemahaman), c the 1st question, 2nd, 3rd, n the whole of 1st page, feel like screaming, oni 1 i know how to do. it is way more harder than the eng paper leh.

Fri: ok, the time bfore recess is for us 2 revise, but, my class is juz like, a group here, a group there. and suddenly, pn wong appeared, of coz, get scolding...
bt after she walked away, back to normal again.
after recess de 1 hour like that, start exam!!! i was so nervous. ok, this is my result: obj, all tembak; subj, all simply write.
1-2 min bfore we pass up the paper, we can hear loads of screaming from everywhere.
juz a few second bfore we pass up, pn cheam came, and luckily none of us was screaming.
after we pass up, it is surprising that not even one scream, althought loads of them say thay will sure scream after the exam.
class duty, chat with pn sarimah at 2A6 for a while, she said that she finish marking our class de geo, the highest is 57 and lowest is 45 gua. and, next next mon, we will get our result, scared scared leh...
and she say that 2A3 got 1 ppl get 60/60!!! that person sure very geng de...

ok, that's all that i can say, thanks that u still can be so patient n listen to me talking nonsense XD anyway, hoping 2 get my results soon but dun wanna c my bad bad marks T.T

oh ya! Happy Birthday to Brenda and Guan Yu, Hope u all have a great b'day^^
ans oso, happy early birthday to Chiew Theng! Enjoy ya day >.<

丁当

2010-02-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

我爱他♥
他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

你答应过我不会跟他一样，
恭喜你，你做到了，
因为你给我的是比他给的
多100倍的伤害，
多100倍的痛苦，
多100倍的心疼，
多100倍的失望，
多100倍的憎恨你，
多100倍的憎恨自己...

2A5-ians

2010-01-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

after about 1 month studying in 2A5, start to get used....( a bit oni)
these r what i think about them:

Patrick: 开心果=) every time he say smth hor, the whole class plus the teacher sure will boom dao de.
Tuck Chien& Yuan Yao: The cute ones>.< Pn Suryati cant differentiate both of them. One day in science lab, she asked:" What is the difference between this(pointing at tuck chien) and this(pointing at yuan yao)?" so cute...
Lup Heng: The art pro. the ppl around him(of coz include me lar XD) always say:" lup heng ar, help me draw this..."
Joe Onn: The one that is same b'day with me. Also an art pro, and eng pro too.
Sha Lin: The 'alarm clock' for me n Joshua.
Joshua: I think he is the most kesian ppl in our class bcoz he sits beside me. Mine eng teacher, bm teacher, as well as bc teacher and lots of other subject teacher. Always bullied by me XD Has a nickname that is specially used by sha lin n jun yi.
Zi Jun& Jasmine: Was very 'mo sheng' at 1st, bt now, quite gud d^^
Lim Wei: The most active student in class. Involved in everything!
Li Ting, Hong Shen, Shi Ying, Jun Jie, Patrick, Me>.<>
All wakils!! (sry if i din write ur name) Need to avoid some of them, coz they will say:" Pay... for..." (hahas, jk)

That's all!
For those 1A4-ians that is in 2A5 that i din write up there, dun worry, u all r always in my heart^^

For other 2A5-ians that i din mention, sry coz i nid more time 2 know u all. Gimme some time!

P/s Still miss 1A4, 1A4 is still the best=)

2010-01-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

相隔两个月，终于有时间写blog了。
虽说是两个星期过了，我还是无法习惯一切...我真的是超想念去年的一切，想念那十全十美的1A4....

想念，以前一转头，就能看到琬暄的日子，
现在，转头，只能看到一张张陌生的脸孔；
想念，以前坐在我旁边的锡荣和子键爽朗的笑声，感受那种欢愉的气氛，
现在，虽然是Jasmine,但总觉得，少了些什么；
想念，以前整天支持我的楷森，我一不开心，他就会第一个当我的出气筒，逗我开心，
现在，再也找不到像楷森这样的人了；
想念，以前在班上搞笑的诗敏和国彦，
现在，班上也不能时常听到笑声了；
想念，以前Nicole, 淑玲，俐婷整天骂我、怪我的时候，
现在，没人这样做，有点不惯；
想念，以前静惠和Jasmine“并肩作战”，把1A4管好，
现在，少了她，班上像是缺了什么似的；
想念，以前1A4的一切，
现在，再也感觉不到了。

以上的，你们可能会感觉到我在抄袭者琬暄婉婷，但，那些绝对全是我的真心话。

一切，都已经是过去式了。
今天，我和琬暄回到育才走走。看到了许多以前育才不曾有的东西，我们不断说：“以前...”
最后，琬暄说了一句蛮让我感伤的话：“我们，只能说以前。”
也对，所有事情都会过去、都会改变的，我们要学着去适应...

2009 vs 2010

2009-12-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

时光匆匆流逝，在不知不觉中，已经过了一年，这一年来，多得有你们的存在，才让我的生活过得充实些。

2009，让我无法忘记这一年经过的风风雨雨；
2009，让我无法忘记这一年来一起疯狂的1A4；
2009，让我无法忘记这一年来陪在我身边的朋友；
2009，让我无法忘记这一年来大家对我的任性加以包容；
2009，我要感激的人数之不尽；
2009，是个对我意义众多的一年；
2009，我永远不会忘记这一年！
2009，就这样结束了。

但是，2010，也随之诞生了。
2010，将与许多1A4的死党分开，去到2A5；
2010，希望同班的感情会更加好，不同班的也要永远记得我们在1A4度过的美好时刻；
2010，希望在2A5认识更多的朋友；
2010，希望能当个称职的KD，当然也希望能与整个学长团好好合作；
2010，希望会是个美好年；
2010，我们一起为未来加油吧！

在2009，你们让我学会了很多东西，最重要的是知道了友情的可贵；
在2010，这份珍贵的友情，是否会持续下去，就要看你我的努力。

orientation day & wushu practice

2009-12-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

昨天的orientation day, 很庆幸的。过得蛮顺利，我们一直以来的筹划，才不没付诸东流。
大约7：15，抵达了学校。进了prefect room，看到原来很多学长已经来了，就找一些人来谈谈天咯。
7：45， Pn Cheam要在礼堂见我们。之后，她叫一些人去做banner, 我、锡荣、佳韵、宏量和子隽都忙着召集小部分的学长。不到一会儿，Pn Cheam就叫我们去usher了，那时只是8：30（原定时间是9：00）。我们照做了。我留在礼堂帮忙‘招呼’新生。本来应该是一排男、一排女坐，但Pn Cheam却说男女一起坐，我们当然也照做了。看着明年Form 1的学生一个一个进来，节目也正式开始了。
我、云和昀蓁去ronda，之后又回到礼堂去了。
节目一直顺利进行。最后，就到我们就担心的'shopping'了，虽然是有一些小差错，不过整体来说，还好。
当他们在'shopping'的时候，我和云在礼堂拆banner， Ming Zhao也在一旁帮忙。之后，Pn Cheam要我们去找管air-cond的学长，也就是梓恒。我和云啊，跑了学校两圈，才找到他。
过后叻，又在遇到Pn Cheam，她有要我们去找Bilik Gerakan的钥匙。我们首先去找Cik Magret，她说给了Yu Hang,所以我们又在跑来跑去，最后在prefect room找到他。他又说给了一个LM的人。我们听后，心头一凉，LM的人那么多，要怎么找啊？算了，我们先去礼堂，问了几群LM的人，都说没拿到，又去了LM室，还好有一个LM的女成员帮忙问，她说钥匙给了Pn Susan。那我们又马上跑去Bilik Disiplin，跟Pn Susan拿了钥匙，开门让Pn Cheam点算里面的花盆。哇，这样子跑了学校30分钟左右，不知为何，脚超痛的（正确来说，是脚趾）。
最后呢，又跑进礼堂，看到锡荣在召集所有prefect，所以就去看看咯！所有学长离开后，我们5个在里面讨论一些事情，就回到了prefect room.
在prefect room呢，Ming Zhao和Sue Mun又跟我谈了一些事。
12：40，终于...能回家了。
这整个早上啊，简直是没有休息的时间。但是，看到这个orientation day圆满结束，就算再累，也感到一切都是值得的。

今天呢，好不容易脚好了些，又要去我久违的武术训练。我妈妈一直叫我今天别去练了，但是我还是坚持去了。（有些后悔呢...）
9：00到学校后，看到教练还没来，就和云去买书。过后和其他3个武术成员到sports center练习。暖身后，就是一连串地狱式的武术训练。练到一半，云肚子痛，在一旁休息。
我就和那三个男的继续练习。没办法，我体能本来就不好，再加上我又没多少技巧，在怎样做，都跟他们相差的天差地远。所以就一直不断反复练习，看来，连教练都对我有些心灰意冷了呢...
武术训练到12：00正结束，我简直是要接近瘫痪的程度了！看来，不好好练习，下个星期，后果会更惨吧...

2010 Form 2 class

2009-12-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

相信大家都很期待明年的班级吧！今天早上去华文学会筹备，刚好看到贴上去了。
分析过后，大概是这样吧...

2A1: Ye yun, Chiew Theng, Chiu Theng, Jer Ning, Meng Hui, Song Ling, Wen Joe

2A2: Sheney, Chang Rong, Siok Joan

2A3: Jia Chi, Li Shen, Sie Kei, Tang Ling, Yen Ting, Hee Yik, Kok Hoong

2A4: Karmen, Ing En, Zhun Yee, Chia Chun, Chun Khang, Jia Jun, Sheng Jie, Yuen Yang, YunZhen, Zi Heng

2A5: Me, Wong Carmen, Jasmine, Jia Yun, Li Ting, Sheryl, Shi Ying, Shi Min, Synn Yi, Joshua, Hong Liang, Lup Heng, Ren Yi, Zi Jun

2A6: Jing Hui, Ming Wei, Nicole, Wan Ting, Wan Xuan, Wen Jean, Xin Yue, Yoke Lynn, Yong Rong, Kai Yuan, Ming Ser, Timothy, Wai Sen, Xi Rong, Yeong Jong, Yu Peng, Zhi Yang,

2B4: Carmen Lim, Jezz, Shu Ling, Kae Shen, Kang Min, Kok Yen, ZiJian

2B5: Lee Ning, Sau Jun

2B6: Shu Yee, Kah Wey

唉，真扫兴，最想跟的琬暄、楷森和铭实都不同班...伤心啊... 你们，满意这样的排班吗？

2009-12-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

虽说是圣诞节，但是过的跟平日一样，因为，我们从来都不庆祝圣诞节的...
但是这样的圣诞节，未免有些寂寞...
我与我哥，形成了对比，他，每天都跟朋友出去，总之很多活动就对了啦；我呢，整天都闷在家，无聊死了！
原本，有2个圣诞outing，但是，都取消了，原以为这圣诞节能过得特别一点，到最后，还不是平平凡凡的过着这一天...
在这个圣诞节，我想送大家一首歌，虽然与圣诞节无关，但是还是希望大家会喜欢：

爱与不爱--阿哲
悄悄站在门外
静静望着你发呆
你闪烁的双眼
看着一片海
笑起来
重来不对你说明白
害怕你会被伤害
也许我不因该
站在着门外
所以我们才默默分开

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无法可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我
我很难过

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后
希望你更好过
请你忘了
曾经有我

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无法可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我
我很难过

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后
希望你更好过
请你忘了
曾经有我

2009-12-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

17/12--23/12，这段在新加坡的旅行，让我学会了不少东西。最让我敬佩的是他们的礼让精神，据大家所知，MRT可说是新加坡最多人用的交通工具，每次搭MRT时，总见到那些座位除了老年人、孕妇及残障人士之外，即使还有空位，也没有其他人会坐下。这点呢，应该就在马来西亚的地铁看不到的吧。但是，就算在怎样，最后还是觉得回到家的感觉真好^^

这7天6夜的旅行，我们本来还愁着要怎么过呢...谁知，过着吃饭、玩电脑、看漫画、看电视、出去、睡觉这种不断循环的活动，竟然就这样度过了时间...

第1天（17/12)--都在之前那一篇post写完了...

第2天（18/12)--这是在我舅舅公寓楼下的两张‘棋桌’。

这些是我在路边乱拍的 :p

以下是为了Jasmine而特地拍下来的。（因为没办法买，所以只好靠照片代替咯！）

第3天(19/12)--SKIP

第4天(20/12)-- at Singapore Flyer. 本来不想去的...（一个人大约30新币叻...）但是到最后被父母逼着去T-T更惨的是，只有我，我哥和两个表哥--奕豪（豪）和奕仁（仁）去...跟这三个‘恶魔’一起坐摩天轮，简直是去送死嘛,,,也许你们会好奇，我干嘛会这样讲，所以呢，让我解释一下。他们仨，简直可以组成一个组合--‘欺负许惠怡’的组合。他们哦，无缘无故就会对我拳打脚踢（不是很夸张的那种啦！），不然叻，就是被他们讲，真可怜...

二姨、妈妈、外婆、大姨

大姨丈、爸爸

豪、哥

哥

豪、哥、仁

哥、仁

哥、我、仁

豪、我、仁

仁、哥、我

豪、我、哥、仁

仁、我

第5天(21/12)--表哥他们回家了。这些是在舅舅家拍的照片。

在Orchard Road沿路拍下的，由于是在车内拍，所以，很多都会有点不清楚。

第6天(22/12)--舅舅一家从曼谷回来。晚上呢，就出去吃晚餐。无聊的我，当然会做无聊的事啦...（无聊的事如下）

这只猫呢，一直在我们的饭桌走来走去，怎么敢都赶不走，到最后呢，还在我椅子旁边睡着了呢！看它睡相蛮可爱的，就拍下来了咯！

第7天(23/12)--今天一大早，又被那些大人逼去拍照了...

累人的一天...

2009-12-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

今天，真是累人的一天啊！一整天的行程如下：
将近7时，起床。
8时，出发。（拖了好久才走...）
12时，抵达Johor的hotel--The Grand Paragon（差不多是酱写的啦 XD）
2时，亲戚check out了，吃午餐。
3时多，前往Singapore^^
4时左右，到了新加坡亲戚家。
（之后的时间，‘自由活动‘！玩电脑的、看电视的、吃东西的、休息的.......）
7时，出去吃晚餐。
8时，（竟然到8时...）才到达餐厅...
9时，吃完了。在表哥到Country Beach Resort。（这才糟糕...）
不好意思，让我‘发泄’一下...在那边兜来兜去，（因为不熟那边的路，还差点迷路呢！）兜到去油站，看到一个Macdonald delivery的，就问他咯！（因为妈妈说他一定哪里都会去的）果然，他叫我们跟着他。本来还很高兴有人能带路，但是叻，那个人哦，骑着摩托车，又骑到那么快。（简直到了飚车的程度）所以呢，我们全车人都全神贯注地看着那辆摩托车，以免他逃出我们的视线范围，那可就惨了。（再次的不好意思，我真得很啰嗦的XD）
10时，终于到了那个resort。那个地方真的好偏僻哦！不是住那边的，我看要找上一年才找到吧...
11时，回家了^^

哇...第一天，就累到半死了...其实呢，主要原因是我们都不熟新加坡的路。而且有时候，明明眼看是到了，但是却不能弯进去之类的事不断发生...不知道明天会怎样呢？
加油吧！心里默念着...

Holiday

2009-12-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! Going 2 Singapore 2molo morning^^

After so many years, finally i can go 2 Singapore(last went when I'm standard 4). Bcoz every time oso my cousin come here, then we seldom go there.

So... I will be back next week, will miss u all there...

Bye~~

2009-12-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

终于，练成了《River Flows In You》这首曲子^^

第一次接触这首曲子时，只是听到，并没有被它所吸引；而真正爱上这首歌呢，则是听到我表妹（就是那个小我一岁的表妹）弹了这首曲子后，觉得很熟悉，就因此而爱上了它，所以，我就跟我表妹借了那个乐谱来复印。

之后呢，就拼命地练了2、3天，终于练成了。虽然是很简单的谱，却练了那么多天，但是练完后，真的真的好开心、好满足哦！

但是哦，我的‘练好了’是那种‘只能让我一个人听见，不能让别人听到，不然就会被丢鸡蛋、蔬菜等等’的那种程度，所以呢，这几天来，真的很想跟我家人以及邻居说声--对不起。这几天，真是让你们精神以及听觉上饱受折磨了。

不过叻，你们可能还要在接下来的几天，继续听到这噪音。因为没办法啦，我就只是对我喜欢的曲子有兴趣，就会一直弹一直弹。

对了，想请问一下，有谁有《Pages Of Treasure》的乐谱吗？这是一首我之前很想学的曲子，但是碍于没有乐谱，我只能从Youtube那边record下来，再慢慢练习。（很新颖的练习方法吧XD）所以到现在也只停留在，right hand的部分，left hand就不知道要怎样弹了。因此，就帮帮忙吧！

新加坡的亲戚

2009-12-05T12:40:00.000+08:00

最近，舅舅和他的家人从新加坡来了。真的好开心哦！
面对着这些表姐、表妹和表弟，我时常都自叹不如。唉，谁叫他们都‘身怀绝技’...

14岁的表姐，是个绘画天才，她有一个随身携带的笔记本，有一次我拿来看，还以为他去哪儿买了本画册，原来全都是她亲手画的。（好像印出来的哦！）

12岁的表妹，她啊，可算是跟我感情最好的，不过叻，她的才艺，我可是不敢相比啊！她是个游泳兼钢琴好手。虽然这两种我都会，但是若跟她比较起来，可真是小巫见大巫啊！

9岁的表弟，这可不得了啊，他的羽毛球技艺，可说是一级棒的！听说他的教练还带他去李宗伟的比赛呢！我跟他打羽毛球啊，就算有10个我，也未必打得赢他。

最小的表妹，这可爱的小表妹，她不只长得可爱，口才更是不得了。她总是能自个儿地在那边滔滔不绝地发表自己的‘言论’。长大后，也应该会很了不起吧！

其实呢，会绘画、会弹琴、会游泳、会打羽毛球、口才好，他们每个都具备。只是比较起来，还是各有所长。

这就是我舅舅的精灵孩子啦！但是他们下星期一就要回新加坡了，好舍不得啊！真希望有一天能到新加坡去探望他们。

2009年育才千人宴

2009-11-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

回想上个星期六，回到育才的感觉真好啊！
先说说与我同桌的，有琬暄，镟依，烨云，唐宁，瑜珊，忻瑶，淑敏和Eshen。

一开始，是乐队的迎宾曲。

接着，就是下午班的舞蹈班表演。由于琬暄的妹妹（琬琳）有表演，所以就帮忙拍一下。还有啊，政廷的弟弟（政杰）扮演雪人，真是太可爱了！

过后呢，是校友的舞蹈表演。凯茜，前萱，Caryl, Juliana她们都有回去表演，不错不错^^

现在，轮到育才最红的‘明星’--何晋莹出场。夸张叻，她到哪里都有很多‘粉丝’，找她合照（包括我们XD，幸好我们是认识的，不然不知道排队排到几时才能跟她拍照）她，真是红到爆！每次演出过后，总是传来热烈的掌声。她唱了3首歌，第一首，（忘记了；p），第二首，登峰，第三首，My Heart Will Go On，这3首歌啊，就足以俘虏听众们的心。

之后，也是我们育才的光荣^^不知是5、6年级，就学会了变脸。而且呢，技术还能与其他的变脸表演媲美。厉害厉害...

育才2009年6K班，出了一群Michael Jackson。演出了。最令我感到开心的是，智贤、承优他们都可以算是主角，尤其是智贤，好厉害哦！虽然听起来跟我没什么关系，但是至少去年最让我头痛的两个学长，今年还有一些‘作为’XD
过后，当然抓紧时间，与3位‘MJ’合照啦！

之后的节目呢，我就不是很清楚了，只记得校友还有表演多一次舞蹈。

到最后，就是拍照的时间了。我们全部都到礼堂外一直不断地‘喀喳，喀喳’。直到前任宴结束为止。（厉害吧？XD）

My Dearest - - 1A4

2009-11-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

年头，一来到这陌生的一班，便当了PKT。一切的一切，便从此刻开始...
虽然，一开始，一切都很不熟悉，一切都要靠自己，但是我们4个（我，诗敏，琬暄和宏量），还是团结起来，一起‘管理’1A4.
我，一直以来，都没有好好的尽到当PKT的责任。虽然，他们不断吵闹，不听我说的；虽然，我曾经心灰意冷，曾经想过放弃，不过，还是硬起头皮，撑到最后。
这段时期，经历了很多很多...
曾经，因为他们而烦恼；
曾经，因为他们而生气；
曾经，因为他们而笑了；
曾经，因为他们而哭过。
这些曾经的曾经，是除了1A4以外，别人所无法让我体会到的...
到了8月，我走到了人生的十字路口。我必须在probay和PKT当中2选1.那是，我真的很苦恼。
我很舍不得放弃PKT这个职位，但是却也很想尝试当probay的滋味。
最后，我还是放手了，我选择了probay。
那段时间，当然很不适应。许多时候，当班上开始吵的时候，我会情不自禁地‘shh'，但过后，我又想起了，我已不是班上的AJK之一，我又有什么资格要他们安静呢？
之后，从probay，到prefect，到现在的KD，其中，经历了不少挫折。但是，只要有1A4，这可爱的一班，一起快乐，一起疯狂，这些挫折，已显得微不足道了...
但是，现在，我们即将分离。我真的很不想，我不要与你们分开，奢望着明年还能与你们每一个同班，不过，这是不可能的...
在这，我想特别感谢你们：

同桌、主人、KK--何子健
还记得，一开始，你都保持沉默，是我先开始主动去了解你。到后来，比较熟了，你也开始‘变’了，不再是以前那个乖乖，不爱出声的子键，而我呢，就惨了，你时常动不动就骂我，是也骂，不是也骂。但是，自从你换位后，我开始想念其余你同桌时的点点滴滴。
机会让你成为我的主人，想对你说的，一切都在信中表达了。记得，无论你做什么，天使，永远都会支持你！

同桌、PKP3--黄锡荣
与你同桌之前，没什么互动，到了与你同桌，你也好像对婉婷‘念念不忘’，可能是8个月同桌所产生的深厚友情吧！没关系，我让你适应，这里的一切。后来，开始了解你。你，万事都要亲历亲为，不喜欢别人从旁协助；你，时常挂着那可爱的笑容，让跟你同桌的我，也随之被影响。
当上PKP3以后，跟你的接触自然又多了一层。相信我，以你的实力，肯定能把学长团搞得有声有色。还有，不要为了一点小事而烦恼，你是适合微笑，而不是emo的。

弟弟--黄楷森
我可爱的弟弟，虽说你是我弟，但你每次都在我身旁支持我，让我有个支柱。而且，你也当了我的出气筒一整年，真是委屈你了！还有，对不起，因为我没有尽过当姐姐的责任，没有好好的保护你。但是，我一定会尽量，让你不受到任何伤害，开开心心的生活。
弟，你的笑容，永远是1A4中，最灿烂的！千万不能让你的笑容消失...

3个麻吉--张美恩，詹淑玲，杨琍婷
你们3个，虽然时常惹我生气（当PKT时），可是，在我需要帮助时，你们总是伸出援手，让我感到很窝心。还记得有一次，我和姐赌气时，你们3个啊，一直努力地想我们和好，花了不少心思，谢了！但是想让你们知道，以后不用这样做了啦，我们两个，闹一下子就会好了的。（这似乎已成了一种习惯^^）

英语奇才、弟弟--佐书和
我想，你应该有后悔过坐在我后面吧！因为，我不时都烦着你要你教我英语。没办法嘛，谁叫你是英语奇才 XD
最近，你也‘忽然间’变成了我弟弟。但是叻，你这弟弟也未免太过分了吧，对你另一个姐--琬暄酱好，对我这个姐叻，简直当作透明：（不过，我也会待你如待楷森那般，永远都会关心你们两个的^^

开心果--谭国彦
虽然我跟你不是很熟，但是每次只要听到你说些有的没的，就会很想笑。谢谢你，让我在这一年内，增添了不少笑容。要继续保持你说笑的‘功力’哦！

天使--林勇仲
勇仲，还记得上次班级辩时，海恩给你安的绰号吗？我们，永远都会记得的XD
你啊，掩饰的功力实在太差了啦！才第一封信，就露出破绽了，之后的信叻，就更明显了。虽然，你对婉婷，比对我好很多很多，但是叻，我这主人还是很有良心的。虽说你是我天使，但是，如果你发生什么事，也可以告诉我这个主人。谁说过只有天使能关心主人啊？

主人--陈雪儿
你在我印象中，就是个沉静不爱说话的女生，似乎与外界都隔离了。
在一次巧合下，你成了我的主人。虽然你说你不在意，但是我还是依然为没有当个好天使而内疚，如果还有多一次的机会，我一定会好好守护者你。最后，天使想对你说：“无论你有什么困难，只要你跟天使说声，我一定会尽全力帮你克服。记得，天使绝不会骗你！”

好友--郑婉婷
你有着一副天使般的笑容，但是偶尔还是看得出你眼底下的落寞...就如姐所说过的，你，爱把心事全都所在心中，这样是不行的哦！我愿意当你的‘垃圾箱’让你‘倾倒’一切的垃圾。这是当朋友的我，所能为你做的一件小事，希望你能答应。

Ex-KT、最high女王--王诗敏
一开始，我就对你的领导能力敬佩到底。你当KT时，总有办法把那班‘猴子’制的服服帖帖，你说一，他们绝不敢说二。我真的很想向你请教，你到底是怎样办到的，但我相信，答案一定是：这是与生俱来的。直到跟你相处久了，才知道，原来一向严肃的你，私底下，是可以那么疯狂的。还要感谢的就是你的笑声，每次听到你笑，要不笑都难咯！尤其是PJPK，总是笑到停下所有正在做的事，就只是在那边一直不断地笑。但，我就是喜欢你那爽朗的笑声！

Ex-KK、Setiausaha--张宏量
你，无论怎么看，都是个老实人XD 总之，你给我的第一印象就是：亲切、和蔼、成熟、稳重、偶尔有点搞笑、偶尔又有点凶、严。你当KK时，我们全班都公认你是最尽责的KK，若有颁奖，冠军非你莫属。这应该是我们很多人到现在还叫你KK的原因吧，希望你不会在意。
当了Setiausaha后，很多人都觉得我和你是不是调换了职位啊？但是，你的努力，又再次证明给大家看，就算你是男的，你也能当个很好的Setiausaha。但是，我要何时才能证明，我也能做个称职的KD呢？

我们可爱的KT--李加潓
我当PKT时，不开心的时候，你总会以一张张可爱的图画和一些话语来安慰我。不知怎的，只要看到你画的小猪和一个个lolipop，就算再怎么生气，也总会笑一笑。你，就是那么可爱。
你当了KT以后，我们几个‘老的’，时常都替你担心，担心你承受不了压力(因为我们都经历过了一切）。可是最后，你还是以你的实力，让我们看见了一个不同的1A4。 Jasmine,切记，你永远是我们心目中最棒的KT，最可爱的朋友。坚强些，不要轻易地被打败。

PKT--陈静惠
8月时，你开始‘接手’我的‘工作’，而且也做得很不错。（甚至比我还好XD）你所经历的一切，我很了解，因为，我曾经也是PKT。那种心情，应该没有人比我更清楚吧！总之，一句话：“加油！你一定行的！”

天使--符诗莹
想要对你说的，应该都在信中说尽了吧！不过还是想补充一些，之前，要感谢你的安慰，还有要谢谢每当我要求你为班上画些什么时，你都欣然地答应了。谢谢！
当了我天使后，更加要感谢你。是你，让我尽情的倾诉我的心事；是你，肯让我‘发泄’；也是你，在我需要帮助时，第一时间来协助我，给予我一些适合的建议。对你这个天使，我除了道谢，还是道谢。谢谢你为我付出的一切。

还有一些,可能我没提及，但你们在我心中所占据的那一席，是没有人能代替的，你们在我心中，永远都是最重要的！

1A4，你让我在学习的生涯中，体会到了--上学，不是一件烦闷的事，只要有你们的存在，学习，永远都是快乐，充满意义的。
1A4，我爱你们！你们永远是我的星光^^

Sunway~~

2009-11-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

went to sunway pyramid with frenz...
boys: Xi Rong, Yeong Jong, Joshua, Kok Yen, Hong Liang, Kae Shen, Timothy, Wen Bin, Kar Wey and Yu Peng(juz 4 a while)
girls: Me, Wan Xuan, Jasmine, Nicole, Shu Ling, Xin Yue, Shi Min, Ming Wei, Jing Hui and Shi Ying
Below r our phtos...

At red box

what r they rushing for???

Yeong Jong, Xi Rong, Hong Liang, Joshua

Hong Liang, Joshua, Timothy, Wen Bin

Xin Yue & Jasmine

Xin Yue & Me

Yu Peng

Kar Wey, Yeong Jong, Xi Rong, Hong Liang, Joshua, Timothy

Yeong Jong, Xi Rong, Hong Liang, Joshua, Timothy, Wen Bin

Kar Wey and his '无影手'

Our class de 'BY2'-- Jasmine & Jing Hui

Jasmine singing~~

Joshua singing~~

stop a little while for---- our FOOD!!!

and we r enjoying it...

these r all about kok yen...(coz he keep dun let us take his picture, so not even 1 is 正面take his picture de)

My cute little bro--Kae Shen & Me

My Jie-- Wan Xuan & Me

Yeong Jong & Me( he like take till very 不甘愿like that...)

Xi Rong & Me

Shu Ling & Nicole

Wan Xuan, Shu Ling, Nicole

Ming Wei & Shi Min

Kae Shen & Hong Liang

(plus kok yen)

Wen Bin, Timothy, Nicole

Shi Min, Wen Bin, Timothy, Nicole, Shu Ling, Xin Yue(the ping colour shirt de)

Joshua & Xi Rong

(what makes Xi Rong laugh till like that?)

Kar Wey & Xi Rong

Xi Rong, Yeong Jong, Joshua

3 of them--Kar Wey, Yeong Jong & Xi Rong

the 4 'brothers'

OH NO!!! Xi Rong is going 2 kiss Yeong Jong!!!

r they gay???

Jasmine

Kar Wey

Shi Min, Yeong Jong, Kae Shen

Shi Min, Kar Wey, Yeong Jong, Xi Rong, Kae Shen

Kar Wey & Xi Rong

Hong Liang, Kar Wey, Yeong Jong

Shi Min, Wen Bin, Timothy

Hong Liang, Yeong Jong, Jasmine

Listen 2 our KT--Jasmine

Yeong Jong

(is he angry???)

Wen Bin & Timothy

Kok Yen & Xi Rong

(ey...what r they pointing at?)

(oo... is Timothy's camera)

Me, Nicole, Shu Ling

1A4 type of '千手观音'

（yer... their eyes... so scary...)

(Yeong Jong.... so cute^^)

Group Photo

That's all for red box...

After that, went for arcade games... Din take phtos there :'(
Then, some of them went back.
When we play until half way, Xi Rong, Yeong Jong and some of them went for bowling....
So, these r what we take after arcade games(of coz, without those who went bowling)...

Jasmine & Me

Me & Hong Liang

Me & Joshua

Shu Ling & Me

Nicole & Me

Joshua & Hong Liang

Joshua

Timothy, Wen Bin & Me

Group Photo

and... that's all for the day...

‘送死记’

2009-11-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

哈哈！看到这篇post的名字，是不是吓到叻...其实，是关于华文学会实习委员的一日营啦！
本来是带着愉快的心情去玩的，谁知，玩是有玩，但是是让他们玩...
一开始的暖身游戏是踩气球。由于我这个人啊，不是很会’闪‘，所以蛮早就被踩破了。之后，就一直追着人跑，不过，只是踩了一个人的气球。唉，真失败啊...
过后，就开始玩station game.我跟Apple, Kai Song, Wan Xuan, Sheney 和Song Ling同组，除了Apple, 其他人还算熟悉，所以也不会有尴尬的情况出现。
刚开始玩，还算ok啦...过后，到了‘大风起...’那个哦，我们一直往返round table和草场（当然，其他地方也有去，只是这两个地方比较多）不止在bola jaring那边被那儿的关主整了很久，站在那边晒太阳，还在草场找了30多分钟...真的是热到...到最后叻，那个提示竟然不在的，害我们白跑了将近1小时...
算了算了，过后就‘努力的’玩玩整个游戏，到bola jaring集合。
对这个一日营，有几个感想，就是叻...
一，超累，不过超好玩^^
二，怕黑的人，千万不要去。因为我今天被晒到很黑啊 T-T
三，要小心被关主整！！！

温岚- -傻瓜

2009-11-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动闭上眼当作听说

（其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故做软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也是单纯的多
爱的没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

*傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜*）

（）x1
* *x1

一字一句地把歌词打出来，就像是在诉说着我的心情...

installation &华文学会交流会

2009-11-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

由于今天比较空闲，所以就写写前两天所发生的事吧！

installation（星期五）
为了这一天，我们彩排‘苦练’了3天，终于等到这一天的来临。
这一天，第一次穿上全白的制服，很有新鲜感。不过叻，由于是长袖的衣，还不习惯，所以穿了不久，就一直在流汗了。
在礼堂，等到校长致词的时候，我们就到外面排队。之后呢，就一个一个上台拿领带和徽章。
等到节目完了时，我们还要站在那儿给人家拍照，那时脚都麻了，不过还是硬撑到拍完照后才下台。
在食堂吃东西的时候，才拍了那么几张的照片，真不过瘾...
但是到了round table那边拍照时，学长团里的人简直都high翻天了！
我们就这样，穿着这长袖的制服，热到放学。
到最后，进了学长室与ming zhao, sue mun和ye yun一起拍照，就回家了。
哇，今天真的是不一样的一天，体会到了很多的第一次。
但最后，还是要感谢senior们那么看重我，我才能得到那个职位，虽然我没有资格担当起那个责任，不过我还是会尽力做到最好，不会让你们失望的。

华文学会五小组交流会（星期六）
开会时明明说好是8点到11点开班，11点到1点交流会。
但是叻，8点到学校，去到那边，senior把我们‘赶 ’出去，说有秘密事情要商讨。那就算了咯，我和嘉雯在食堂听歌听了一个小时，闷到...
过后，回到squash cort前面时，senior又跑到食堂去，我们就趁机偷懒，在那边谈天又谈走了一个小时。
之后，10点了，终于开始练习了。我们也是到了那个时候才知道等下要表演，就一直练习咯!
上到那间课室，五小组轮流表演（鼓艺的在草场表演）。
各组派了代表说几句话后，我们就轮流试其它4组所学习的东西。
1点多了，本来是想跟其他扯铃的成员一起吃午餐，但是烨云的妈妈已经来了，只好回家咯！

2009-10-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

接到Mdm Doreen的噩耗，我感到十分惊讶，也十分难过...
其实这件事，我昨天已经知道了...今天，校长在台上告诉我们这件事时，我却很想哭，但是却忍住了...
虽然只是陪伴我们渡过这中学生活短短的几个月。但不知怎么，我对她，总有一种很亲切的感觉...
她尽心尽力的教导我们，还不时说笑，为我们的学习生活增添了不少乐趣。
自从知道她患上cancer，我们都很担心。不断地为她祈祷，折纸星星、折纸鹤...
在一次她回到学校，虽然是有病在身，但还是来到我们班。听她讲完一番话后，我...哭了...
那是我今年以来第一次流过的眼泪。自从前年经过一些训练，学会了坚强，学会不再因一些小小的挫折而哭泣；可是那件事过后，我要哭也哭不出来了。
我真的不知道为什么，我对一个刚认识几个月的老师竟有那么深的感情...
写着这个post时，我的眼泪又在情不自禁地流了出来...眼泪，流了又擦，擦了又流，总有一天能擦得干；可是心里里再淌着的血，却是永远都不会干的...

昨天...

2009-10-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

昨天...第一次被那么多情绪困扰着，第一次感到精神几乎崩溃...
昨天，是最后一天的考试，考试前，很紧张；
昨天，“成绩”公布了，发觉很多人都讨厌我，包括了我自己；
昨天，感到很孤独，那种感觉，不好受‘；
昨天，下课后走回班时，差一点被一个人吓死（因为我经过1C2时，不懂哪一个人很用力地把门踢开，那个门就只跟我相差0.01mm，感觉上已经撞到我了，但事实上没有，害我没得好好读sejarah，惊魂未定...）
昨天，考完试了，虽然有很多不会，不过不知为何，却感到很开心，难道是悲极而喜？
昨天，回到家就拼命地把《幸福的味道》读完，边读边想，想了好多好多...
在我们的周围真的会有像以伦和怡雯那样好的朋友吗？
会有像以伦般体贴女生的人吗？
会有像怡雯般了解一个男生吗？
现实生活中，真的能让人尝到幸福的味道吗？
昨天，累了，睡了。
昨天的一切，就让它被睡梦带走吧，希望它永远都不要回来...

一场无意的争执，造成了永远的悔恨

2009-10-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

最近，班上发生了一些事，一些让人很烦恼的事...
他们吵架了，他们互相责骂，他们不想和好...其实，同是1A4的人，我们都是一家人，本来就不应该吵架的。
1A4的人，不应该都是和和气气，团结的生活在一起吗？不是应该在有事情发生的时候，挺身而出，互相帮忙的吗？可是，现在，变了，一切都变了。变得时常吵架，互相讽刺。
发生了这件事，我感到很伤心，相信你们也是吧。我尝试解决问题，但却帮不上忙。
我真的很希望你们能快点和好，冰释前嫌，成为我认识的1A4，好吗？

这个游戏，在41人当中，只有40人参与，原本举办这游戏的意义，都已没了；
1A4，无论是少了谁，都不叫1A4了；
1A4的人，让我们一起站出来，好让这场发生在我们班上争执快点结束吧！